bought my sandals...nth special...look smth like my pervious sandals...
weekdays are so bored tis week...nth much at work...feeling unwell e whole weak><...makes me tink if is there smth wrong with me/my body...
ytd went to collect grad attire...sch changed...ppl changed...south canteen look sooo diff...seriously diff...the table,chairs,stalls...everyting changed...nyp stud's dressing also changed...hell lot...last time u go everywhere the students are either in tshirt,short n slipper/sandals...or student dressing till very special...now...everywhere u go...there isnt any students in tshirt,short n slipper/sandals...nor student dressing till very special...all the stud dress up so normally n properly...mostly in tshirt n jeans...all properly attire...tis made me n jace wonder if is there any special enforcement on sch rules...y everyone like so guai...lol
ytd was also kinda sian...check online for my uni application status...smu rejected my application...haiz...tat e onli spore uni tat i feel i have higher chance of going in...but since rejected...too bad...n i guess my chance of entering ntu n nus is gone...now onli left SIM ler ba...praying very hard...ytd heard from zb tat it's hard to get in mainly becos uni normally don take in poly stud who wish to change path...felt so bias...zzZ...n was talking to zb abt my grades...dropped a little during yr3...wat he told me had made me realise...although it seems to drop a little...but in actual fact is alot...y? becos i almost can grad from nyp with certificate of merit...sian...tinking bck yr3 is really suey...had to go classes alone cos i'm went diff path from my own class...managed n did 4 projs myself...i would say although i everyday look so happy n cheerful in sch...tat period is really tiring n struggling...n during ipp...haiz don wan to say abt tat...can onli say wasted chance...in e end result drop bit...sad but i keep telling myself...god is fair...he made me learn/gain to be strong etc...but also made me loss some stuff in terms of grades?...
once again spend bit too much tis week...partly cos of the rental of grad attire etc...zzz
