tis week is hell...
was sick for half e week...
monday nite when slping...in the middle of the nite felt soo cold...feels feverish...so off fan, cover blanket slept the whole nite liddat...
tuesday morning feels ok...so cont. go work...dunno is it becos of the stress...within an hour in office...i started feeling cold again...near afternoon...cold until bit trembling n finger numb...zzz...ate panadol...i guess panadol lifespan only for 4 hours or so only....cos in e late afternoon started trembling again...ate panadol again...tinking can go off maybe 6+ at least...but 5+pm called up for meeting...i knew tat's it...in e end really in some deep shit...really F*** ing piss...no choice but to endure n ot...ard 8+ medicine is off again...start trembling again...even more worst den afternoon one...no choice fill up water bottle with hot water n kept holding on to it...ot all e way till 10+pm den went home...= no dinner, no time for doc either...poor bf actually waited all e way...n silly him, he parked bike under my house ...so we travel bck my house tgt in public transport den he ride home...but i do appricate it...reach home fever wa 39.4 degree...i ate cake n med n took temp again...38.8....den went slp...
wednesday woke up feeling ok...went work...once reach office hell came...i gotta admit i really stressed n dislike every bit of my work now...soon enough fever came bck...decided really gotta see doc....check company's panel list doctors...decided to go see doc during lunch...found one closes at 1 call e clinic,e assistant say can if i reach by 12.30...so i travel down...suey enough...bus jam n i alight wrong stop...i call e clinic if i late by 12.30 bit can...they say but e doc got ting on at 1pm so on time will leave ler...unless i go to the clinic at 2pm...after hearing tat...i took bus bck to opa again...wasted trip...zzZ...endured all e way to 6pm den came bck yishun see doc...reach clinic...temp as surprisingly high...high fever of 39.6...
thurs morning fever actually subside ler...but throat infection still serious...but partly cos i really hate to go bck work so for first time i m using mc n not go for work...
seriously if i have exprience...seriously if it's not for my colleague...i will tender...that's not how a working life should be...now i'm jus holding myself bck n putting a brave front...i start to like selena gomez & The scene - who says song...
" Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's heard it
Trust me
Thats the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says "
I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me ~
