♥ Shirlyn ♥

Bali trip

2011-08-14T13:06:00.002+08:00

so fast... my bali short trip is over...

short recap on the trip...

5th aug - finally took off to bali...by right 4pm flight will reach bali airport ard 6.30pm but our flight is delayed by 1 hr...we onli took off at 5++pm n reach bali airport 7++ 8pm...the sky already dark liaoz...landed called home...e immigration there is damn slow...we queue sooo soo long den reach our turn e saddest ting is u will even see e immigration staff suddenly put a counter close sign n go toliet when there are still alot ppl waiting to be cleared...after immigration point, we immedately called our driver...poor him waited long for us...at first couldnt find him...at first he told bf tat he will hold a sign with my name i didnt believe...but when i saw one stranger guy holding a A4 size paper with "Shirlyn Oh" written on it i laugh till i cannot stop...like macham i m a superstar liddat haha...upon meeting him...first ting we did was find food for dinner...went to mac to eat dinner...aft tat buy some cup noodle n milk to bring bck hotel to store incase we hungry...aft tat check-in hotel already 10++pm liao...the moment i reach the hotel i can totally feel ...this is surely a place for holiday n relax...cos the layout, lightings of the hotel make u soso comfortable n relax e monet u see if...n i really meant it!...

6th aug - woke up had our free breakfast at the hotel...i love e breakfast egg!...aft eating went prepare n off we went for our water sports! upon reaching the ppl there intro us e activites, we choose wat we want play den they calculate e package give us...we choose diving, water skii, banana boat and flying fish...first was diving...everything starts very instantly, we went to the "shop" for the diving, the person gave us the attire to wear ask us try, after wearing it gave us the "shoe" den learning the hand signs, technique how to breath...next ting we know was we were on the boat out to the water liao...lol...nxt is wear the vest, goggle, oxygen tank jump into water ler...starting abit dunno how to breath but after awhile xi guan ler...once go down the water my leg brush against the rough rocks under the water gt abrsion on both legs><...we went dive ard with the coach bringing us...nearing ending we took our the bread we brought down n feed the fishes hehe...nice scene n exprience cos the fishes will swim towards to u...aft tat was flying fish...cool exprience cos u will feel like u flying above the sea... banana boat was normal...silly bf keep move left n right n almost drop into water...i keep resist n balance the boat...but till the ending point e very end the staff who is sitting behind us...purposely shake n make us drop into the water no matter how hard i balance lol...tsk!...aft tat was water ski...aft few tries bf suceed! but it was a total failure for me><...my first try once i half sit up position i fall into the water almost within 1 sec LOL...drank alot sea water *PUI*...aft first try the staff say u still wan try, while giving me e pls give up look...cos he say gals normally cmi de cos no stregth...tsk! nv say earlier den i no need pay money n pay this station ma...arghh...but still i paid for it...so decided to try again don waste money...n indeed same case happen again...another mouth of sea water @.@...aft tat went bck shore n change clothes...one nice ting abt e package is there is staff following u ard all yr activites taking video n photos of u...n making it into a cd...hw sweet it is...

aft tat we went lunch at some resturant...the honeydew drink i ordered was super sweet, n the healthy drink there is total vegetable...er xin ttm...lol...there de food if sweet very sweet, spicy might very spicy too...lol...aft tat drive drove us to some place ask us walk ard n search for water blow...we manage to find our way there...the water blow was nice!...the water splash is so strong n high when the wave hit against the cliff... we stay there quite awhile before taking stroll to nearby bench...den driver took us to uluwatu temple to walk walk n see sun set, the monkey there are soso naughty, they will grab whatever ting that they see r dangling, so ppl there told all visitors to remove ear rings, specs etc...when we r inside walking we realise seriously the monkey r firece...there are ppl there waiting to help those who gt stuff kene stolen from the monkeys to retrieve them..but of cos if they manage help u get e ting from the monkey bck to u u gotta pay for it...aft tat we travel bck to nearby our place for dinner b4 heading bck hotel...

7th aug, morning had breakfast at hotel as usual...meet driver n had a long drive to the place where we r having our white water rafting...in between we stopped at shops to see things...there got alot of polo shop! gt my fav top...lol...e thots of white water rafting with onli 2 ppl onli with coach was nice cos no outsiders...so we paid, prepared n went down the hill to the water...aft we start rafting of 10km...n seeing ppl in groups of ard 6,8...we realise...rafting with jus 2 ppl n coach is uber tiring cos it's like 2 man show compared to 6,8 man show....for a 10KM journey 0.0...on the journey we saw craving on the rocks along the waters, water fall etc...tiring but gd exprience thought n we manage to complete it! thumbs up! aft tat was washing up...1st time i bath in a place where there's no door n 3,4 shower head in a open area, which means 3,4 ppl can bath tgt liddat openly...but at e point of them 1 was e only one inside so i heck in jus bath there "openly" n thinking if gt ppl walk in den see how lo LOL!...aft tat was lunch...it's included into the package...at start our driver say no worries gt ppl will fetch us bck to the starting place...but when we look ard our place , we obviously don see any road that cars could travel, it's all water, trees,forest><...the coach bring us bck to our driver...i almosted dead on e way up cos it's quite a few stacks of stair to climb up...><...was already tiring aft rafting still gotta climb up steep stairs...almost had asthma attack lol...upon reaching on top n saw car...i feel like i saw heaven no doubt!...lol...after tat driver bring us to some market...where we bargain n bought souvenir...nearby got polo ralph lauren shop too...of cos i cant miss that ...n we did bought a top each...each ard SGD$60-$70...my first n dream top finally!...aft tat took the long journey bck to hotel...at nite we on time own target went to the shopping area called bali collections to walk walk ...

8th aug, breakfast was loved as usual at the hotel...met driver, went money changer to change moneyy...he drove us to some shopping area...n told us to walk walk den meet a certain place later... n n n we lost our way=X....but aft tat we manage to find our way bckk...but we realise we overshot the place alot alot...lol...after tat we went to nearby beach for temp tattoo...temp tattoo was so common there so i thot it was ok to put...but when i reach bck sg i regret cos ppl look at u like ah lian! awww...everyday gt ppl call me ah lian in office etc...lol...aft tat was lunch...i had my 1st A&W meall! like finally after hearing ppl say n say...haha...aft tat we went for massage n spa...n as predicted i cant stand when e ppl massage n touch my feet...but of cos i manage to control, didnt slap o kick the staff =X...aft massage was body scrub, water up n "flower water" den wash up...although feels bit weird for ppl to massage for me....but nice try though...aft tat drive drove us bck hotel...cos we wanted some time ourselves to relax before we fly bck sg e nxt day :(...went to beach, shopping area to dinner etc...we didnt have proper swiming custome n we knew aft 8 no guard so we went the swimming pool at 8 haha!...we manage to clear the choco milk n cup noodle we bought onthe last day...eating 1 cup noodle n drink 1 cup milk every nite b4 slp...lol...but of cos at the nite so sad cos our holiday came to e end...gg bck sg face reality :(!

9th aug, woke up at 5 wash up, went breakfast for e last time at hotel...awww i will miss e breakfast n egg!...head to airport...hated the airport staff at the airport there...rude n ...aiya jus irritating...ard 11++ 12 noon we landed in sg airport....bck to sg...bck to home...

that's e end of my holiday...i enjoyed ny days there...the days with lesser worries... ...awww...

days goes by...

2011-07-31T14:04:00.003+08:00

hello blog...

i dunno if anyone is still viewing you but still i m updating the blog...shall still keep this blog...so that i can write my feelings here whenever needed...

eye rings r getting darker...

motivation to work hard is getting lesser...

i needa a break...i hope a break will help me gaining bck the mood seriously...

Fri will be gg for my long awaited holiday...
i jus wish my holiday to be in peace...
let me just relax and really enjoy for that few days pls...
i wish i wish seriously...

youth

2011-07-10T10:44:00.001+08:00

have been working my life away recently...

i wan the young me bck! ):

i hate tat feeling ):

whitey

2011-07-03T13:52:00.002+08:00

work is always tat busy...received news that one of my colleague is coming over to help me soon...i shall wait n see if it's true...i no longer believe in watever heard...unless i see it...><...

$$$ fly...after saying for sooooooooo long i finally brought whitey home (white i-phone)...but seriously i swear i was so heart pain when i paid for it...seriously felt like gg off n don buy =X...tat's how "giam siap" i m...haha...n cos of tat...bf look so much more excited n happier den me...n he keep ask me...why u not happy de, new phone, iphone white leii?...obviously my reply is...cos so ex...i heartpain=X...lol...

soon i will transfering $$ out from bank for bali trip...another set of money gg out :(...

expense is real high tis month...rawr...

although it's tough...i hope it's a gd start?...

sickk

2011-06-18T11:18:00.002+08:00

tis week is hell...

was sick for half e week...

monday nite when slping...in the middle of the nite felt soo cold...feels feverish...so off fan, cover blanket slept the whole nite liddat...

tuesday morning feels ok...so cont. go work...dunno is it becos of the stress...within an hour in office...i started feeling cold again...near afternoon...cold until bit trembling n finger numb...zzz...ate panadol...i guess panadol lifespan only for 4 hours or so only....cos in e late afternoon started trembling again...ate panadol again...tinking can go off maybe 6+ at least...but 5+pm called up for meeting...i knew tat's it...in e end really in some deep shit...really F*** ing piss...no choice but to endure n ot...ard 8+ medicine is off again...start trembling again...even more worst den afternoon one...no choice fill up water bottle with hot water n kept holding on to it...ot all e way till 10+pm den went home...= no dinner, no time for doc either...poor bf actually waited all e way...n silly him, he parked bike under my house ...so we travel bck my house tgt in public transport den he ride home...but i do appricate it...reach home fever wa 39.4 degree...i ate cake n med n took temp again...38.8....den went slp...

wednesday woke up feeling ok...went work...once reach office hell came...i gotta admit i really stressed n dislike every bit of my work now...soon enough fever came bck...decided really gotta see doc....check company's panel list doctors...decided to go see doc during lunch...found one closes at 1 call e clinic,e assistant say can if i reach by 12.30...so i travel down...suey enough...bus jam n i alight wrong stop...i call e clinic if i late by 12.30 bit can...they say but e doc got ting on at 1pm so on time will leave ler...unless i go to the clinic at 2pm...after hearing tat...i took bus bck to opa again...wasted trip...zzZ...endured all e way to 6pm den came bck yishun see doc...reach clinic...temp as surprisingly high...high fever of 39.6...

thurs morning fever actually subside ler...but throat infection still serious...but partly cos i really hate to go bck work so for first time i m using mc n not go for work...

seriously if i have exprience...
seriously if it's not for my colleague...
i will tender...
that's not how a working life should be...
now i'm jus holding myself bck n putting a brave front...

i start to like selena gomez & The scene - who says song...

" Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's heard it
Trust me
Thats the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says "

I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me ~

motivation pls...

2011-06-12T19:56:00.001+08:00

i need motivation to make me feel like wanna work pls...
:(

tml is monday again...weekend is sooooo short...

♥ Silly ttm...

tired of everything

2011-06-05T11:10:00.001+08:00

havnt been updating for 2 weeks...

unhappy abt life, work,everything...

i seriously need a break...

i had enough...

confirmed!

2011-05-14T10:45:00.002+08:00

time seems to fly even faster tis week...

busy as usual...but at least i got smth to be happy abt...I'M A CONFIRMED STAFF OF AETOS...like finally...although worked 3 mths onli, the workload n task i have learnt make me feel as though i work there for a year or more...even new colleagues keep telling me i look like someone who have work there very long, 1-3 yrs kind...LOL...also received an increment in salary...thks god my hard work paid off... (:

appreciate help from colleagues be it direct or indirectly..

although there were unhappiness...but when i heard e vp told me he's leaving i was surprised...although i do agree with wat some others comment on his management skill n e way he carried himself as a vp....but still...i saw he still got his gd points when working with him...

for now...shall cont. clear my stuff and hope new staff come in soon to help me ba...

meanwhile shall endure!

later decided to go bck office clear up some stuff before getting busy again nxt week...

2011-05-08T12:49:00.002+08:00

work is seriously busy like fuck...lol...

really fighting war everyday...

gotta control n expand my limits...

gotta endure! shirlyn oh is not easily beaten down de!

想过给机会但又怕结局,彼此受到伤害
应该吗？

busyyyy...

2011-05-01T11:33:00.002+08:00

have been real busy recently...

last week whole week busy with ah ma's wake... ...wanted visit ah ma during my lunch break...but because i m supposed to do lunch duty n also when i was free is already 12+ ler so decided not to go down...i regretted tat's move...else i will surely make it to see her... ...in anyways rip ah ma...stay happy n enjoy yrself now over there...

monday started work...new intake = busy...tis week mon to fri...i practically home to work to home or home to work den OT den home...even ytd (sat) i went bck in e morning to OT till 6++ 7pm...work is really busy and hectic like fuck =X...

i'm sure tis coming week will be rushing like no tml also...haiz alot ting need learn but no time to also...

but at least ytd i got to eat a proper meal outside and also i got today n tml to rest ...like FINALLY...

for work...wish myself gd luck ba..lol

sometimes i really wished to know what's one thinking...
what's e reason behind not telling me that reason?
what's e status like?
hmmm...

2011-04-17T15:10:00.003+08:00

as usual busy with work...ytd also went bck office OT for 8 hrs...

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soon...

will e secret be gone with... ...

feels terrible...

boring

2011-04-10T10:17:00.003+08:00

life is really getting more n more boring...

it's really all abt work n home...even spent my whole sat home doin nth...n maybe today too...

hope i wont be receiving anymore stun...

i dislike tat feeling... :(

dragggggggg....

2011-04-03T10:28:00.004+08:00

my blog is getting more n more boring...

one week have jus pass liddat...today is sunday liao...tml is monday ler...start work again...tis week will be shifting n handing over of job...haiz...i can deny i m worried that i wont do well cos to me...it's a big challenge to me...but still...wat can i do except telling myself to endure n believe that i can do it...

the motivation is no longer there... ...

later meeting frens to lunch...

it's such a drag tinking that i have to go work tml><...

:(

2011-03-27T16:03:00.002+08:00

time flys...
a week is gg to be over again... this whole week de weekdays is practically home to work to home...didnt even dinner out on any days...

fri aft work went dinner with colleagues...den off to one of their house for majong session...of cos..i jus sit there no play...till ard 11++ den went home...

realise my life is getting more n more boring n lifeless...

for work...i m getting real annoyed n irritated by someone...i don need such a leader...

a gift for u...

不舍...

busy

2011-03-20T10:06:00.002+08:00

work was busy...

fri nite went dinner at some thai resturant at seragoon den after that sing k at seragoon garden with colleagues...ok first time i really tried drinking and acutally sing with mic...we stay at 2...den took cab home...

maybe it's jus wrong move...
i wish i could turn bck time...

i miss ave 1...

busy week...

2011-03-12T11:38:00.002+08:00

bck to office on monday...cleared my in tray...

this whole week was busy at work...

nth much to update except work work n work...

ytd aft work got invited by colleague to actors the jam bar...although didnt feel like gg...but still...i went...i don drink de...so chose to drink beer...since percent little...as usual i was red...haha...aft tat went off early to find michael, zy n marcus...chit chat awhile b4 taking cab home... slp aft 2am...

later late afternoon gg IT show...

对不起...我发现我踏不出那一步...

tired...

2011-03-06T11:03:00.003+08:00

tis week was fast moving...today already sunday liao but i havnt even rest till yet...later gotta go help out somemore...rawr...

career fair was...dunno how to comment...the term career fair makes me tink that place sure got alot company for ppl to apply job...but when i was there i realise...there mostly private schs n insurance company...don really have job opportunities for unemployed...-.-"... ok it doesnt affect me cos i'm not looking out for a job at e moment...lol...this fair didnt help me recruit ppl...cos most of e ppl who came to enquired on the job are foreigners...we onli hiring sporean n m'sian...>< so = wrong grp of ppl approaching us...

tis week work all 7 days...

tml bck to office...mus be mentally prepared for my messy table n endless tasks etc...i tink it's really a wrong choice to help out in career fair?...i hope i can finish all the tasksssssssss...><...

x.X

ahhh helppppp...

i seriously need to know wat u 2 tinking...

no comments week...

2011-02-27T11:36:00.002+08:00

cleared wat was pending from work last week...

this week was still okok...

fri aft work met gfs...JL n frens...dinner was ok...lan was fine...LOL

sat went take shows from kel thinking tat weekends can watch so i wont rot so much...dinner time went 925 eat.. n met galen...n randomly enough i was pull to play lan again?!...aft tat ate tua huey den head home...

today...got alot show on-hand to watch..but bit like no mood to watch><...how how...rawr!

Tml bck to work...tis sux...
Thurs to sat will be at suntec due to career fair...

days r jus passing by liddat ...
:(

jiayou!

2011-02-19T11:04:00.003+08:00

sun : went out with frens...but wasnt really a gd day...><...

Mon to fri : bck to work...work load is increasinggg n more tings need to absorb and learn...although till now i still dunno wat's my actual job scope...but tings r jus keep piling up...luckily my email account n access r up...hmm in short...jus hope i can do a gd job ba...jiayou shirlyn!...

Sat : today dunno wat should i do lei...hmm...shall relax myself before mon comes...alot of ting pending needed to be done...ahhh oh god....

hmm i tink i will be holding bck my application for Part time studies for now...

new job...

2011-02-12T19:27:00.002+08:00

tis week is a random n rush week...

Mon : went bck for...开工 day!...morning sort email etc den afternoon went eat...i shall rmb boss like how he was at the lunch=X...aft eat...went home...

Tues : tendered my resignation...no need serve notice...

Wed : went bck help yvonne do bit more stuff...last day at united...

Thurs : start work at aetos...yes immediately aft my last day is my first day lol...went ard knowing everyone in the whole company...den afternoon learnt stuff from colleague whom i need to take over...

Fri : trying to absorb all i need to learn...n more tings r coming in...mean more job for me to take over...i can sense the storm coming><...oh god pls bo be me ): Sat : went to medical check up...1st time go for medical check up outside...mummy pei me go! 1st time went orchard with mummy! 1st time jus me n mummy ate outside...after eating, mummy went off...i went meet kel since he at orchard too...went far east...bought a dress... n 1st time bought mango pants! like wow...miracle...but den is use voucher buy tat's y i "she de"...LOL! went for movie...i love hong kong...got my dear BOSCO instead...but he don really look nice in tat show><...haha...den went home n here i m blogging...

tml gg out with frens...

Valentines day is coming...it has been 3 years ever since... ...

CNY

2011-02-06T10:11:00.002+08:00

Went to interview on cny eve...yes CNY eve...lol...aetos is gg hire me bck...pros n cons...pros is i able to get a at least slightly higher pay although still unsure of e salary n also it's a HR officer job...finally can get a feel of how izzit like being HR before deciding wat degree should i get...cons is...alot of staff is leaving...so can foresee tat it's gg to be real hectic n messy ):...i trying tell myself...i rather work till tired den kena scold for no reason everyday...god pls be gd to me ><...

初一 as usual ppl all come my house...spent my day eat n watching tv><..
初二 as usual went ah ma hse...ah ma was brought home from the nursing home(:...also spend my time eat n watch tv....den head to big aunt hse...den as usual...went out with jace...we went ps...eat n watch movie...
初三 morning n early afternoon was spend eating n rotting at home...watch my taiwan drama zzZ...den afternoon went meet 4some...went jinlong house...spend our time playing cards...den eat den went home...
today is already 初四 of cny liao...i still feel tis year cny got no cny mood...so boring n moodless was wondering izzit me,my mood? or does other ppl feel so?

early morning wake up e very first ting in my mind is tml is monday super sad...haiz...when i woke up nobody at home...all went out liao...zzZ

who can understand how others feels?
sometimes i wonder...why some ppl r needed yet not there...

bad start><...

2011-02-01T11:13:00.003+08:00

ytd was e very bad day at work...F*** it ...i'm gg get a btter job n get out of yr place...

cny is coming...but i got no cny mood in me...hope aft cny...life will change for better><...

there's many tings in my brain...

it always revolves ard me . u . her . him .
how much i wish... ....

cny is coming

2011-01-30T10:44:00.003+08:00

tis is slightly busier ar work...home past slightly faster...but still siann...

bought a checkered top for cny...look bit boyish=X...but buy liao den i realise i don seem to have any bag to go along with it><...siann...n also bought 2 black top from cotton on for work n go out wear purpose...

ytd met jh went to orchard to search for my sandals n top...aft walking ard slack at 313 food republic...i'm sorry to really bored u out ><...aft tat return to yishun alone cos heading to wee teck house for steamboat...steamboat was ok...but suddenly e plug bomb...i saw sparks right in front of my very eyes...den n e whole house light was off..."exciting" ah><...den aft checking etc n light is on...we see our extension plug...well the plug burn n melted 0.0...haha...aft tat some majong some watch tv...all e way till 11+ went home...

cny is coming...i can onli feel tat my long break is coming but not cny...

i realise it has become a habit...i know i have to kick it...
feeling of being to push to others is saddening ):...

many things in mind...

2011-01-23T10:21:00.002+08:00

ok i dislike my work =X...

weekdays mostly work finish liao jiu go home...

Tues went to RMA agency for first interview for court officer position in the afternoon...took half day leave...so aft tat met jace to go walk walk tinking tat i can get my cny clothes but walk walk ard...the clothes like not those tat i actually wanted...ard evening she went amk meet kong n yee...i went bck yishun met jh for dinner...follow him go change currency den went home...

Thur nite met nich to pass n take stuff...ate mac...bought my mac miniatures hehe...all in one goal as to me it's cheaper tat way haha...

ytd went to sentosa on a random note...funnier ting is i actually made my way to sentosa to find 4some alone...when i was at yishun mrt topping up my ezlink...one malay pri sch boy came and tap my hand n said "can u pls help me buy a ticket so tat i can go met my mother at somerset"...with a innocent look...at tat very moment 2 ting come to my mind...help him?is he lying to me? but in e end i bought ticket for him...lol...treat it as a gd deed to change my luck for e better ba haha...

played few sets dodgeball games...teamed up with 4some n my sec sch mates...played against strangers n ppl from dodgeball associate...long time nv sweat n exercise liao haha...wat i can say is i feel i'm not cut for dodgeball...i can play softball,netball,captain ball but not dodgeball...or maybe i feel i can play it but jus tat i gotta train n get a hold of how's e game like with my frens before playing with pros...cos it feels so weird when u actually dunno a single ting abt e game n u r in the field playing with pros...n i really meant pros...they r gd...

n one ting i realise and i can say is...when i get older...i really become more timid...don dare to try certain tings...tat's not e shirlyn i used to be...hmm... ...

havnt buy my cny clothes...ok..i shall jus set my target...buy 2 top from cotton on...as for e checked top...i gotta see my luck liao...

although i don wish to...but i shall say tings through soon... ...

2011-01-16T10:21:00.007+08:00

weekends are jus boring days of work...

seriously with no offence...i seems to dislike my current work alot...undescriable dislike><...really hope to change job soon....someone intro me jobs pls ):

tues : actually planned to go dinner buffet at fairmount hotel with yvonne...in e end...change of plans...met rene also n ate at hanabi jap restaurant...aft dinner met up with robin too...went to timbre...i first time go there...e place is great...

fri : met jace...went to bugis...didnt shop much...was jus walking ard...still have no idea what type of top i wanna get for cny><...but i know...tis year...i'm gg be a cool shirlyn...intend to get a black jacket...

but i tink when i wear i will be super hot><...

sat : went to trim hair...although bit onli...but to me my hair seems to shorten quite a bit...><>

feel like taking a day off to go shopping...should i?

请你带我走好吗?...
can someone pls get me out of here... ...

first weekend of 2011

2011-01-09T10:22:00.003+08:00

weekdays r jus work work n work...

not a gd week...super sian week...
thursday morning was a weird morning...the train i took stuck in between khatib n yck for some time...den announce train fault...all passenger alight at yck station...when reach yck station there already got quite alot ppl liao...plus my train de ppl which is quite alot...almost the whole yck platform is full...lucky it's peak period...train come fast...else need to stand at track liao :x...den manage to get up another train aft missing 2,3 train...again the train stop in between yck & amk and also in between amk & bishan...upon reaching bishan i was quite shock, the passenger were queue up orderly in 2 straight rows...wat a morning...den tat afternoon...i ordered coffee for boss...e ppl gave me wrong type...tsk!

tinking of swtiching job cos feels tat that not an environment i wish to work in...and not e task tat i wish to stay n work on ):..wat should i do?...

ytd went bck to nyp for open house with silly zy n seng...walk ard...sadly not much ppl we knew was there...actually planning to go off at 1+ in e end due to some held up...ard 3 den went off...ppl whom we know onli come to sch when i was about to leave><...zzz...den went to meet JH...was feeling quite bad...shouldn't cont to meet him cos thinking tat he had small injury but his leg looked quite injuried ><...went suntec watch movie...aft he stepped on my sandals...my sandals spoil liao...zzZ...didnt wan to buy n regret so i jus bought a pair of slipper to wear...nxt time den go find one tat i like...watched the ghost mus be crazy...okok show...jus some parts funny but not as funny as last time one...aft movie was dinner at new york new york...den home...

ytd did the henna tingy on my hand...

thank you...
2011 pls be a better year can><...

bye 2010...HELLO 2011!

2011-01-01T15:51:00.002+08:00

It's the end of 2010...

We r now in year 2011! (: all the best everyone...HUAT AH!

new year eve...gotten my first pay! gg give bit to dad...e rest put in bank for my expenses n savings...worked no half day><...but ok la...at least boss let us off at 4pm++...aft work went home...bath n rest bit...

this new year eve spent with Jace,Adele Kong,jessica & her cousins...met jace ard 7 to eat at Chong Pang! den went to buy bubble tea...to my surprise it taste gd! esp the pearls...ppl living ard chong pang should go try...it's in betweeb the big salon n shop&save...aft tat walk to northpoint...den went take mrt to city hall to meet adele...acc her eat...den meet jess n cousins...went to find place to countdown, as usual ppl mountian ppl sea...haha...in e end we settle down at helix bridge to catch the firework!...den it's 2011! the firework was alright...quite nice at certain pt...wished each other etc...saw familiar faces...aft tat make our way to mrt to take circle line to dhouby ghuat...wen to the cathy buy movie ticket...den very hungry n went to eat cup noodles:x...den 3.30am movie at the cathy...aft movie ended...3 of us decided to work to orchard mrt instead...so 5am++ walk in orchard road!! nice feeling though...i thot no ppl will walk or at there tat hour...but i was wrong...there are quite some ppl ard there...den ate mac breakfast at hereen...den mrt bck home...reach home 8am + slp...woke up 2pm...ate lunch den here i m blogging...wat a start of the year!

new year resolution :
- gd health everyone!
- no natural diaster!
- earn big buck!
- **********
- **********
- hmm all the best in every aspect for everyone!

seeing the firework...my mind was occupied by wat happen in year 2010...alot images went pass...the feeling is so sour n sad...

but still it's 2011 now...
time to start anew...

thks...

2010-12-29T09:26:00.002+08:00

realise i didnt list out those who wished me...since it's my 21st i shall list all those who wished me...134 of them....thks alot...

koon,amir,audrey lim,richard,nariyah,tiffany,adele,zhi yong,thomas quek,meiyi,yvonne ng,er zi,ru feng,gilbert,guo wei,husna,marcus leong,terry,kevin fong,qing guo,ah yao,carol,ah yao cousin,eileen koh,penny heng,soo wan,tidus,hamzah,jia qi,shi ying,keith,marco,daoli shee,shu hui,jie hui,marcus goh,kelvin lim,zy,michael,edmund,wai sian,quek,mei zhen,lilian,junda,robin,wei kian,jonathan ng,erna,emily,donna,ah han,hong qing,rene,wan ning,wan yan,melvin,jared,preet,jun hao,jackson lee,jun heng ,sheng en,wee teck,audrey khoo,jinlong,leonard,michelle sim,jasmine au,nettez,desmond lim,daniel,zhili wang,jace,ah kent,haniff,jolie,keng keat,eugene,serene sim,jeremy wong,josephine,jie ying,jasmine wong,jasmine chew,liting,jessica yee,nich,cindy,nemy,see tin,hong quan,lixing,Suwanno,jing jie,vanessa,yong hua,han jun,aric,nai zheng,cheng siang,galen,Fuad,chee wei,yen ling,boon bin,juliana,jonathan yap,geetha,lydia,joshua tan,catherine poh,tommy tay,mervin,choon han,shirlene,peijun,jasmine ang,ivy,angie,pearly,eliz,zheng bin,yiping,rui long,raye leong,joe,hitesh,angel,alex,sandy,alice,kelvin pang,tg chia.

Thks u to all...

year 2010 is ending...2011 is coming...

2010-12-25T10:52:00.002+08:00

21st bbq was loved! thks all tat came...helped...really love u ppl!...thks for e presents...really...i finally felt the feeling of celebrating bdae...21st one somemore...

this week have been busy meeting ppl...one aft another...even ppl whom i didnt see for a long time...to exchange xmas present...take bdae present...really appricate it...

nxt week is still gathering week...aft which we will say bye to yr 2010...n hello 2011...2010 is really a bad year for me...really...really hope 2011 will be a gd year... ...

many thks to all...

i'm sorry i didnt wan it to be like tat...
u tink i'm happy doin tat?...i as sad as u do...

looking forward...

2010-12-18T12:37:00.002+08:00

started work this week...have been doin simple admin stuff...but nxt week i'm all alone with boss for e whole week...really really pray hard nth goes wrong...*PRAY*...gotta my 1st xmas n bdae present from yvonne! (:

ytd mom took out bro's 小时候的脚链 out...got bell bell de...once i saw i took n say so cuteee...den my mummy say...wan den give me lor...haha i'm wearing it as 手链 :P...at first thot wat if ppl laugh at me...like wearing wrong ting at wrong age n place...but who cares...i like jiu ok liao xD...

today havin bbq...for dot dot p year end gathering n for my 21st!....first time celebrating bdae...ya u didnt see wrongly...1st time i m actually celebrating my bdae for the 21 yrs of life excluding 1 month old,1yrs old bdae... invited all my close fren,buddies....really hope most will come...looking forward to meet them...n god pls give me gd weather yea....

H A P P Y (:

rotting days shall end...

2010-12-12T10:06:00.002+08:00

enough of looking at jobs portal...enough of rotting at home...finally monday i'm gg start work...yes finally...although salary is quite low...place is quite far...but no choice...better den staying home do nth...i have enough of such life! ><...

beside getting a job...nth much tis week...spend alot ytd...ordered my cake ytd...yes 1st time i gg celebrate my bdae...1st time i getting cake for my bdae...n 1st time i actually invite ppl to my bdae...1st time havin a theme bbq...SUNSHINE!...though i invite few ppl onli...but hope most can turn up...so tat i can be happy celebrate my 21st...

hope 2010 faster end...to me it isnt really a gd year...
i need a new start...

waiting for tues interview...

2010-12-05T10:55:00.005+08:00

receive a call asking me to go for a interview at cpf...hope i get e job><...

exam results r out too...i did well...got 2 dist n 1 credit..

days pass by...

2010-11-28T17:57:00.007+08:00

tis week is still job hunting week...i have been finding job for so long still havnt get a job...izzit me or wat?><...I WAN GET A JOB ASAP!...

thursday went sentosa with my beloves...went sun tan...1st time go sun tan...sun quite big but not tan nor red!O.O...below r some pics...

ytd went jessica's bdae...hope she enjoy her 21st bdae celebration!(:...actually i kinda envy ppl who hold bdae celebration...i also wan a big big party! but... ...

rotting...

2010-11-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

tis week is a rotting week once again...still looking out for job...sending resumes out...n waiting for call for interview...

recieve a call from KTPH askin me go interview tml...although i may or may not get the job...but still since they call...means there's a tiny sense of hope...shall see how it goes tml...

17th ♥

Made a major decision...

2010-11-14T17:48:00.004+08:00

made a major decision tis week...

uni sch fee had always been a prob...from e day i apply from it...i have been tinking how to clear it...recently mum told me tat...had to switch part time...cos sure no money to pay from yr 2 onwards...i knew tat finanical issue is always tat...n since she mention tat...i decided to either convert pt studies or stop sch n come out work...

i admit i was sad when she said tat...but tinking abt it...it's true tat tis prob from been appearing in my mind everyday...talked to nich abt it tat nite when we were out...n decided to give e sch a call to see if i could switch to pt studies...

dunno i should say lucky or suey...sch have tis rule tat i find it dumb...current full time business mgt students...cannot convert to part time...n to make it more dumb is tis rule apply for my course only...tis also make me feel like wat i thot was right...it is not a right time for me to study...

since cannot switch...tis made my choice even "easier"...i chose to stop sch...told mummy abt it...she also agree...therefore...stop sch...find job... ...although sad but when e moment i chose to stop sch...i feel at peace n relax instead...maybe all these while i have been feeling real troubled abt money issue etc ba...haha

i'm tinking since i cant study HR yet...y not i start a job that is related to HR...JOB HUNT in progress!

Hope i get a gd HR job soon!
Gambatteeee SHIRLYN!

i need a job...

2010-11-06T11:21:00.006+08:00

my result for accounting assigment...it's a HDH...but jus 10%><...

tis week have been job hunting week...

hate it when ppl response slow...

hate it when the location r far...

hate it when onli 6/hr...

hate it when it's disappointment aft disappointment...

now i hope there's no weekend until i find a job...cos when it's weekend nobody working...= i cant cont. job hunt...

I SERIOUSLY NEED A TEMP JOB VERY BADLY!!!

Exam r over...

2010-10-31T18:13:00.002+08:00

had my 3 exams tis week...Accounting, Statistics & Organisational Behaviour...

Although tis exam i got so call ample time to revise...n by right should do well...but tis time round...i swear...ALL 3 papers r e worst papers i had ever taken...totally no confident><...i went blank every paper...n partly i noe it's lack of practice...no past year papers were given...tat's part of my "zhi ming shang" seriously...

immdiately aft the papers...i'm was wondering to myself...maybe if i really fail tis exam...i will really consider dropping sch...since there's really finanical prob...

now is my 2 mths holiday already...but still i havnt gotten a job...i wan to maximize every $$$ i can earn...dunno izzit my requirement for job too high? it seems so hard to get a job now...

everyting in life doesnt seem alright at e moment...

will i pass?
will i continue sch?

hope i can find a gd job asap...
FML

exam is coming...

2010-10-24T10:26:00.003+08:00

nth much tis week...jus tat meet weird doc when i went to interview for a clinic assistant job....e moment i saw e clinic i was like is tat a clinic?? it's decorated with bali style...very bali style...i caouldnt get use to it....n e doc was.... ...i don wish to say...but still for e $$$...i guess i shall jus go for it ><...

ytd went to 2 bdae celebration at pasir ris...

n oh god...dunno wat to write abt tis post...now e onli ting in my mind is...

nich is sick...

n exam is tml!

:( :( :(

really hope i can do well in my 3 papers...wish is get at least credit for all modules...but can i?

life so boring...

2010-10-17T10:41:00.002+08:00

there nth i could do now except study, find job, read read and read...zzZ

i'm so no life...life is so boring...

i'm such a imperfect nobody...

life is so unpredictable...

10.10.10.

2010-10-10T10:56:00.002+08:00

today is 10.10.10...suppose to be a happy day for all...especially those getting married today...

but i'm feeling this is one of my worst days in life....
wan focus on studies n do well?
wrong timing?
part-time studies?
quit sch?
can i get scholarship?
can i get a weekend job?
freedom?
happiness?

can anyone bring me gd news?
can someone enlighten me pls?

tings r jus easier said den done...
FUCK tat feeling...craps...
@#$(*&^%$#!#@

greatest woman...

2010-10-03T10:54:00.002+08:00

tis week nth much...almost everyday at home...boring...onli one day meet nich...one day went out with jace to acc her buy jess tan bdae present...and also decided to book a pit beside dot dot p's year end gathering for my bdae...but still it's a closed affair...

last nite watch tv n saw the news tat Mrs Lee Kuan Yew passed away...it's such a sad news...although she's not related to me...but it still feels like someone whom i noe passed away...she's one of the greatest woman i had seen so far...strong woman behind a sucessful man...to me they r a model couple...their love story/strong relationship could hardly be found... ...

Deepest Condolences to MM Lee, PM Lee and their members in the family...

disappointed...

2010-09-30T12:04:00.006+08:00

anyone reading my post...can choose not to read tis post...cos i jus wan to rant...

treat ppl like e way u wan to be treated...i had always believe in tat...
but nowadays...i no longer believe in tat...

guess human nature is always hard to understand...i cant understand u...neither u can understand me...totally...

yes...maybe i'm self-fish tinking...but...to me it'a a fact that...nobody understands/know how i felt...

sometimes i really ponder why...why i'm always there for ppl as long as it's within my ability...but when it comes to wat i wan...nth will happen...
maybe to ppl it might seems like a small prob...but to me...it hurts deeply...

maybe it's jus tat...words from ppl close to u weights a ton...tat's y...

it's jus a wish...but...i tink...
disappointment once again...

1st DID grade...

2010-09-26T10:28:00.003+08:00

tues got my stats class test result...here comes my 1st DID(Dist) grade in uni life!

other than tat...life is so boring when it comes to revision lessons...zzZ...

fri was last day of sch, coincidentally, my purple ink pen which i use to write notes throughout the whole sem and my correction tape run out...haha...aft sch thot of go hand in my scholarship form...didnt noe had to bring original copies of certs to verify...zzZ...which means i had to go down to sch again tis coming week...><...

was talking to mummy e other day...even she also say i'm suey...studying uni at e wrong pt of time...n of cos i felt...tat's so true...zzz

Exams r coming in 1 mths time!

2010-09-18T10:33:00.002+08:00

last sat met up with the S.I.T. club exco ppl...long nv meet up...gd to see them again...had dinner at newton circle...followed by walking to novena...den chill out at starbucks...till ard 10 den head home...

mon hand in my OB grp assignment...my precious 60++ pages report...n also mean all the assignment for tis sem is done! hope will do well...

sch have been having revision lessons...

ytd supposingly 8.30am lesson...waited till 9 am den admin came in say our prof is unwell...but she will still be coming for lesson at 9.50am...ask us to go for break first...omg la...wait so long zzz...wat a day...

today checked email...exam timetable is finally out! having exam on 25th, 27th, 30th oct...which means i can plan to start work on 1st nov...= no break for me...but nvm for e $$$...needed lots of it!

gd & bad news

2010-09-11T14:59:00.005+08:00

tis week isnt nice/gd at all...got 1 gd news & 1 bad news tis week...

gd new is i got my 2nd credit in uni ler...gotta really work hard...

the bad news is daddy lost his job...it such a bad news when u hear tis right in e morning...one prob is family expense...another prob is my studies fee...i feel tat the boss is both heartless(no EQ either) and seriously have no management of business skill...i look down on such bosses...n i believe in retribution...treat ppl like how u wan ppl to treat u...else u don have any reason to be respected on this earth...

once again...tis time seriously...really wonder maybe i should have jus start working n don apply uni in e first place...there's so many "restriction" jus cos i choose to study first...i plan to ask jace if her work place allows ppl to work on saturday only...if can i shall work every sat for my pocket $$...as for sch fee...i guess i can onli able to pay finish year 1's fee...whenever holiday i hope can either go bck aetos work or find another job with same salary...all these isnt enough to pay my sch fee...hope my parent will let me decide n let me take up a loan...i really don wish to study part time as i wan to do well in studies n hoping i can get a better job aft i grad...worst come to worst change to part-time studies or... ...

i'm reluctant but what else can i do???

First Credit in Uni...

2010-09-03T17:20:00.010+08:00

Last sat tried to stay home do sch work n revise stats...done some stuff...but productivity level not sure high uh><...

Sunday went out with nich...n also met his buddies...went causeway cos i needa go e shop i bought my dickers bag...shop keeper said tat they will send my bag to hq and check if they will repair or change a brand new one give me...aft tat...went pastamaina cos they wan lunch...den went ard walk...den try to find seats at mac...but weekend so many ppl no seat...went to civic centre's mac...also no proper seat...so in e end aft walk here n there...one of them suggested go sembawang xin wang a.k.a their fav hangout/chill place...haha...went there n stayed there for hours...slack...talk...dinner...aft tat went home...

Weekdays are sch sch n sch...

ytd had my stats test...out of 5qns...1 i dunno how to do...so agar agar "ti-come"=X...hope the other 4 qn can get full marks?...aft test which ended at 3...went down to sun tec find nich to go the Comex...see see stuff...walk ard...he bought some stuff...walk walk...aft tat he went toilet...aft he come out from toilet a funny incident happen...i saw Tidus n was talking to him...aft he saw bf came, Tidus said smth like ok don disturb u ler...den he walked away...bf den ask me, who is he...den i purposely reply it's someone whom i dunno...den bf "HUH?!" with a very shock face...haha so funny=X...cos he was so prepared that i m gg tell him Tidus is my junior/cca mates/classmate...but i told him Tidus is someone i didnt noe instead...haha...aft tat went to aston to eat...surprise to see Kelvin still working there...aft eating...we went take mrt to go home...

aft reaching home...bath...i went online...dunno y i jus felt i need to login SIM portal to check sch mail inbox...den when i was looking for any impt/new mails...i saw one tat shocked me...tat's OB first assignment result...aft seeing tat my heart beat damn fast...i quickly smsed all my grp mates to go check their own result...n aft i saw my result i was relief...i got my first Credit in my Uni life!...thks god i passed...i was so worry i might fail or jus get a normal jus pass grade...although it's not a Dist or High Dist...but still tat's my very first assignment, to me it's consider not bad ler...shall work hard for other assignment/test/exam n get even better grades!

today went to sch with jace...aft sch we met again...we had our Fri foodie trip again xD...we went upper thomson tis time round...seriously there's quite a number of place to eat there...aft looking at all we chose the Old School Delight...e food n place is quite nice...but i tink if the owner were to deco or display even more old sch stuff it will be better!...aft eating there...we went opposite to eat Rochor beancurd...haha we r really enjoying life...but seriously having such trips every now n then really can make a person feel relaxed n happy...

tml shall start doing sch work again...

not a gd week...

2010-08-28T11:11:00.003+08:00

boring week...nt a gd week either...

every sch...home routine...

bought a new dickers bag...glad n sad i would say...glad cos new bag...sad cos waste money again n...worst ting i use 1,2 day onli the sling bit spoil liao...i didnt carry heavy ting somemore...gg to find e shop ppl tml...nv seen such poor quality bag...regret...zzZ...

Thurs morning sore throat...den in sch lect rooms very cold...n everyone is complaining cold so i thot jus air con cold only...was feeling bit unwell though...but since everyone is feeling cold i thot nth wrong...when on e way bck home...i'm still feeling very cold...the traffic jam plus pack mrt and feeling unwell is a torture...i was wearing my cardigan all the way from sch to home...aft reaching home...mummy said i siao such hot weather wear cardigan...aft bathing...i knew tat i'm havin fever...so ate dinner n ate med...thks god fever subside...

ytd met up with jace n jess...went to bugis eat wanton mee and dessert...den went bck amk watched Grown up...hmm quite a funny show...

needa study for coming stats test...zzZ

Zoo + 5 love language...

2010-08-22T10:46:00.002+08:00

weekdays jus sch n sch n more of sch...nth special...

ytd was me n nich's 14th mths anniversary...we went to the zoo...cos he is able to get free entry pass...hmm ytd was more of like a "enjoying life day"...different from what we normally were...as in different from the work/study schdule...

we met at 8.30am went to chong pang eat breakfast...it's been a long time since i go market so early...e feeling was special...aft eating we went to take bus 171 den switch 138 to the zoo...aft reaching zoo...we went to walk ard n start out "tour"...without fail i kena bites from mosquitos-.-"...so i stick mostiquito patch like wat kids do><...we actually plan to walk half of the zoo cos we thot tat zoo is very big...but within few hr we covered half of the zoo ler...i tink cos we didnt really stop at very long at one place...so we decided to complete all...lunch was at the KFC at rainforest kidzworld...we ate our lunch as we sit by the place where kids played water...

aft completing the "tour"...we went bck yishun...bought cans of corn to go to his place to make cup corn...aft reachin his place...we rest...watch yog...make cup corns...eat cup corns...rest again...watch tv...ard 8 eat dinner as his dad cooked green curry...it's my first time eat green curry...it's jus so yummy!...aft eating went home...wat a day on "enjoying life"...but aft ytd, we were bck to reality...LOL

when i was reading newspaper today...i came across tis article on 5 love language...aft i read on...i find it interesting...there is a book written by Gary Chapman on the 5 love language which are words of affirmation,spending quality time,giving presents,acts of service and physical touch...tis is e very first time i am so gg to go find out more abt a BOOK!...

test

2010-08-14T17:22:00.004+08:00

came home at ard 4++pm...finished accounting class test...will pass ba but dunno will do well not...cos basically all e ans for those theory qn is anyhow bomb one...cos all i memorize didnt come out zzZ...

now doin nth much...later gg out at 6++...tonite is a long nite...gg bbq...

below is 2 piece of paper with alot of word written on it...nvm if u cant see wat is written on it...cos most of it are not "readable"=X...i wrote those when i'm testing myself for accounting revision...

YOG!

2010-08-08T11:32:00.003+08:00

hmmm went to check yog website...the flame is coming to north-west district on 11 aug, wed...according to wat i check...it should be passing by my hse at ard 4 to 5 pm...i have no sch on tat day...wonder if i can get to watch n take photos of it! i hope i can!

2010-08-07T10:08:00.005+08:00

101th post of this blog...

sch sch sch...i'm suddenly so not motivated to cont. my accounting revision...test change to nxt week...pro n con? 1 more week to study...also 1 more week to worry zzZ...

list of ting to do :
- study accounting
- OB activity breif report
- OB grp report

assignment pending :
- accounting assignement
- OB assignement

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tis is how messy my notes r when i took down notes on lessons n also how messy my place is when i'm doin my work...

i dunno y but i jus felt there r so many "problems"...
i'm feeling worried...
~~but also i felt so blank...~~
~~can anyone understand me?~~

finally submitted...

2010-07-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

well well...it's kinda rare tat i'm home blogging at the time at tis day...normally school end 6.30 on most days for me...

spent my sunday at home doin OB individual assignment...the 1,750 word-ed eassy...hmm dunno to say well done,gd or wat...yes i did managed to completed wat i plannned to within the time limit i set for myself...which is simple...complete the report by sunday...sat infront of the lappy e whole morning n afternoon till evening...the only times i was away from my lappy is during lunch n bathing...

mon did some touch up b4 handing in on tues...tues went to sch checked again n realise for got one silly mistake...short of the alphabet "s" for one of the author's surname><...so went to find labs at lvl5 to change cos lib's comp can only open microsoft viewer...cant edit zzz...aft editing n make sure all correct...went for OB...during break time...went to print out my report...fill up the informations on the forms...n prepared to hand in...aft lesson went to the assignment box...n dropped my assignment in...at e very moment i dunno y but i felt like saying "huat ah" LOL!...relief at least...my only concern is dunno can do well n dunno got write out of point not><...wish me gd luck...cos it's 35% of overall...hope can get gd grade...

wed...actually planned to watch the movie called inception...met nich n took mrt to woodlands...suddenly on the train i felt unwell...damn it! hate it! really spoil our plans...den in e end no choice had to return bck to his hse rest and watch shows...i'm really sry nich!...den in e afternoon when we got bck to his hse, we watch "we got married" (suggested by jace... 0.0^A!)...till evening...he cooked n we had pasta for dinner den cont. watch till nite den return home...

today supposely lesson cancel..but in e end got OB lesson bck...today feel sooo restless...blank mind to, fro school n during lesson...arghh...but today lucky me got to sit in both mrt n bus when gg n coming bck to n from sch...lol

tml morning lesson...shall take 74...to avoid super human jam...n shall see if can meet jace go lunch n go home tgt...

weekend should be busy...

moodless...

2010-07-25T10:28:00.001+08:00

tis week as usual...sch...

moody week...

nth much to post...
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shall go bck to my 1750 words individual proj...

zzz

Sch...

2010-07-18T10:41:00.002+08:00

well...nth much to blog...my life is ard home . sch . bf . frens ...

still catching up with sch work etc...always lookin forward to e break in btw lesson instead of e lesson itself=X...gotta to tell myself $$ self discipline!...

sometimes due to issues...it's jus so hard to make me feel peace n sit down do my work><...

first review due on 28th...i havnt started at all yet...oh god...gonna start now...but i'm so not motivated...but still...gotta to do well!...bye blog...

recently feel so easily agitated...
lack of sense of belonging everywhere...

i see tat u r doin fine...tat's a gd sign...

Glad!

2010-07-11T21:16:00.008+08:00

aft sch starts...days r busy...i feel more tired aft sch compared to days aft work ><...i dunno y but ya...studying seems so tiring compared to work:(...

busy busy so shall keep tis post short...

sad ting is i'm still blur abt studies...but hope to catch up soon!...really hope to><...

gd ting is i found myself frens! 3 of them...so far we seems to clique well...maybe cos we r all outgoing n talkative? xD...

another gd news i receive is...

I'M EXEMPTED FROM BUSINESS COMPUTING MODULE!

**i swear i was full of joy when i saw tis...xD...

sch starts!

2010-07-03T12:02:00.002+08:00

well well...tis week nth much..

either at home/sch...

clear my stuff...for new books n notes...

wed : went to sch for welcome session...once again...lonely me...=X...reached sch went to queue up for my sch card...i looked tan in e pic LOL...i like! but also i look uglyzzZ...aft tat i went straight into the lect hall...found n a corner seat...ask the gal beside is anyone is sitting there...den i jus sat down n did nth...session start den had to intro ourself to the stranger beside me...some ppl had gone to orientation n already have their new friends...whereas for me...everyone in e room except lydia is a stranger to me...so i jus talk to the gal beside me...but sadly she is in advance standing class (direct 2nd year)...it's gd i noe someone new...but still she wont be my classmate...zzZ...aft the session went to find lydia to hand in exemption for business computing module...really pray hard n wish i can be exempted from tat module><...n when i wan to hand in the person say need to print out the poly module description first...zzz...the email also said need poly transcript ma...ma fun!...worst ting is the poly module which i feel is suitable for my exemption...the module have been taken out from nyp...meaning i don have description for tat module...sian ttm...i had no choice but to put some other module...see which one can exempt me:(... ...sadly alot nyp in SIM...some in same course as me...but all in class A...onli me in class B...FML!...aft tat went to plaza sing. to meet jace...i'm so sry to make her wait sooo long cos of e prob when handing up my exemption form><...

Ytd sch started...first lesson was ok...but i already felt the stress from professor LOL...she said for our senior batch more den half got dist! wth ah...i wonder tat means easy get or all very clever ppl><...but no matter wat...i finally got to see ppl in my class although in e end i onli talked to 2 gals...><...all the ppl in my class look so prepared n clever...oh god...i guess life is really really gg to be tough for the nxt 3 yrs:(...wish me gd luck manz....

JIA YOU SHIRLYN OH!

bye Aetos...

2010-06-27T11:35:00.002+08:00

weekdays work...

thurs is my last day at Aetos...although feel like getting out of e place fast...but still humans has got emotions...feel bit sad when leaving...aft all working there for 4 mths is neither long nor short...working there made me get to know sweet n funny ppl like jolie,vanessa,josephine,juliana(e super mama),yen lee n irene...had lunch with jennifer,florence n Vincent hau for "farewell" lunch for me n jace...onli one ting to describe...we r like mothers bringing a boy out to eat=X...lol...b4 i left...1 received 2 gifts....one from jared,jolie,vanessa,yen lee n irene...a hello kitty thumbdrive...the second gift from josephine n juliana...a soft toy dog key chain...although tat 2 gifts seems so diff from a so "man" me...but still i really thks them n appreciate the gifts...it meant alot to me(:

now have few more day break before sch starts...gg clear my table...pack my stuff...make my own timetable...

many ppl told me before "Shirlyn is a strong girl"...
i wonder if i'm e still e strong me...

lonely...

2010-06-20T10:34:00.002+08:00

weekdays workkkk...

wed went SIM for enrollment session...tried a diff route to sch...sit bus till almost felt like slping cos alot of stops...reach 5 mins late...but well e session havnt started...took the forms etc...went in e lecture hall...saw quite a lot of ppl...didnt noe where to sit...so jus find a empty seat beside 2 gals...suddenly it felt so weird when i m sitting in a lecture hall with some wat supposingly 200++ strangers...zzZ...i tink the only point tat all e strangers n me r alike is...we dunno wat some of the qns in e forms are askin...some of the qns r in aus. terms...aft filling up n listen to necessary talks...we queue up n hand in our forms for the in charge to sign...den went off to take photo for sch id card...aft i went to take photo...i went out...i didnt go n register the camp =X...once again...e thots of "Shirlyn Oh is not gg to orientation camp...so weird!" came to my mind...even jace said it's sooo not me to do tat...cos last time watever camp also i sure go=X...den i told her...wat she said is very true...i don understand y also...maybe cos i felt too stranger to the ppl ler...so much so tat i felt so relunctant to go for the camp><...ppl pls wish me gd luck when i start sch><...i needa be thickskin to talk to ppl in order to make frens ler...zzZ...

2 new temps joined the company tis week...1 to help another side, 1 to so call take over me n jace work...don feel like commenting on them...no matter wat jus feel...company shouldn't hire guys for admin task...most guys cannot tahan admin task n also they wont have e patience to do certain task...ytd went bck to OT tgt with jace...cos i'm one who don like to leave backlogs...make ppl suffer...so decided go bck clear as much as possible...aft tat we went orchard...bought royce...cos thot of giving e staff in aetos when i leave...better den leaving in silence...so not nice...haha...

later gg dot dot p 2nd year anniversary dinner(:...

left 4 more working days in Aetos...
i don wan sch to start :(

1 more day to 1 year anniversary with baby nich♥♥♥

bites...

2010-06-13T11:24:00.002+08:00

as usual every mon to fri is work...i left 9 more working days with aetos...also = left 9 more working days to earn $$ :(...working there is both gd n bad memories i guess...gd memories of meet nice ppl...n bad memories of meeting kpo ppl...who don bloody hell mind their own business...tinking of gg bck there to work during holidays...but dunno if they will still need ppl not...cos doubt my bank $$ can last for my 3 yrs allowance><...

ytd went ubin...1st time go ubin...also first time sit boat as a transport...hehe...i know i sound so sua ku=X...went there walk ard...took photos...n all i got is mosquito bites everywhere when i come bck:(...e mosquito there is really "xiong" oh...we applied insect repellent n stick mosquito patch is of no use at all...tink for now i dun even dare to wear shorts go out cos my legs got alot of big n small patches of mosquito bites:(...sad n itchy ttm!...hope it will stop itch-ing n recover soon...n don leave marks on my leg again><...

received a letter from SIM RMIT ask me go orientation camp...i used to love camps...but out of a sudden...once i saw the letter the ting tat came to my mind is...i'm not gg tat...

suddenly hope sch wont start so soon...cos had to get used to new enviornment n also there stop my income from coming in...><...wonder why i have such feeling...tat's so not me...

busy days...

2010-06-06T11:05:00.003+08:00

last sat met up with jace n fatin...met jace den went take mrt at 2...den went to orchard met fatin...long time no meet up fatin...nice feeling though...we went to walk ard ion...there's so many ting i wish i could own it...lol...ard evening fatin needa go bck...so me n jace cont. walking...den aft tat met jess yee...tat super "child-like" n crazy gal...went to far east han's for our dinner...the meal is value for money...full n cheap!...aft dinner...walk ard...took photos...i can only say i'm so ugly in all the photo...arghh...

last sun met nich...went bugis walk walk n watch movie...prince of persia...at first b4 i go in watch i was actually don feel like watching...cos i don watch such shows one...but since he wans to watch shall jus watch it...aft watching...i would say the movie is worth watch...not bad...aft watching walk walk...dinner went home...

every weekday is work...

fri is so suey...feeling terrible enough...i still accidentally cut my fingers><...arghh...middle finger tip...maybe cos my feeling tat day was so numb tat i didnt feel the pain...lol...tis few days feel so handicap cos of tat injuried finger...tsk!

ytd went out with jace,jess tan,px...went to bugis pray...den went walk bugis village...den went to orchard...1st ting upon reaching orchard was to go ion xin wang cos the gals r very hungry...lol...i can onli say the service tat isnt gd...there are alot staff there but when we wait outside it took a long time for them to attend to us...tsktsk!...n aft we pay the bill...it took them so long to return my change...tsk!...aft tat is shopping time...of cos as usual...jace always spend e most...maybe it's jus she is more willing to spend ba...2nd is px...3rd me...the one who spend the least is jess tan...cos she nv buy any clothes...haha...it took me so long time b4 deciding to buy 2 tshirt for $20...i really cant bear to part with each n every cent of my money:(...but yes again...i bought t shirt again=X...sry to those ppl ard me...u guys have to see me in tshirt for at least another few years...bought t shirt also cos go sch can wear ma...lol aft walk walk till 8++ went take mrt home...near yishun mrt got pasar malam...went to buy sugarcane drink...weird uncle selling it...he told us where their shop is located...how cheap is their drink....which country is his boss from etc...on n on...when we nv ask anything=X...aft tat walk home...bath...finally can sit down watch tv n relax..lol..

today is stay home day...

tis week is such a hard week to pass...lot of emotions etc...

n also quite a few frens went to ns ler...take care my buddies n frens...

the nite b4 silly er zi go in ns...he sms-ed me askin to me to take gd care..see how sweet my son is...haha...

n also the nite b4 someone told me sometings n also asked me to take care...i will rmb wat u said...i wish u well...

to nich : nowadays u so busy at work...mus take gd care...

2010-05-29T10:51:00.002+08:00

mon went to SIM submit documents n paid for 1st sem fees...n yes there goes my money...i so broke:(...

tues bck to work..now i'm working downstairs with asm hr...not longer at asc...pros n cons...pros ic time pass faster cos got alots of ting do...cons is... ...i can only say one ting...there lack of comm flow in the company...

wed work...aft work met primary sch frens...serene,val n maggi...starting feels bit awkward...aft we talk for awhile...we start to talk abt everyting...talked alot abt pri sch days...the most amazing ting is serene can actually rmb i helped her repair correction tape last time n she said she rmb i place a note saying if nxt time her correction tape where to spoil can always come find me for help...tinking bck...i indeed got talent in repairing stuff...i always help ppl repair pencil,correction tape n pen...LOL...

thurs work...

fri public holiday...suppose to be a relaxing n happy day...but it wasnt...

today gg meet fatin n jace for chill out session...

realise tat woman r always the one who is most willing to give up anything n everything for their soul mates...
but man will nv be able to do tat...
all these is due to man's ego...
n woman's selfless love...

Graduated...

2010-05-22T17:28:00.003+08:00

tis week seems to pass so fast...

wed was graudation day...went to sch ard 2 to meet terry,zy,seng to go to find BI&IT stud aft their ceremony to take photos...ard 3++ went to prepare n report for our own ceremony...graduation was suppose to be happy at first...cos becos of Miss Elaine kwok...there goes my happy mood...she actually called my name wrongly during the ceremony zzz...really spoiled my mood...but i'm officially graduated from NYP EI Class of 2010...on tat day itself many thot keep floating through my mind...esp when i walk pass certain place in the sch...took photos with all the ppl i wanted to take photo with...jus tat didnt get to take photo with my very own class...too bad><...aft ceremony went collect my diploma cert...find the rest...took photos den went return grad attire n collect bck my deposit...aft tat went find the rest again...talk awhile...den went mac with nich...bought apple pie eat...sit awhile den went home...

thurs morning...daddy went mailbox see if got any letter...he bought a SIM letter bck...n yes it's my application letter...n yes i'm offered a place in business mgt...i was happy n sad the moment i saw the letter...happy cos i got chance to study wat i wanted ler...but sad cos the sch fee is uber ex...33k++ for 3 yrs...although when i went apply i already noe the fee is tat much...but when i saw the letter...i had thots of should i accept the letter?or maybe i should jus study part time? or maybe i should go work first?...cos i really didnt have money to study...talk to few ppl...they encouraged me to follow wat i planned...told me tat i can do it de...n aft few day considering...i decided to jus stick bck to my plan...which is faster study finish...got higher pay den faster clear my debts etc...although i dunno wat will exactly happen in the nxt few yrs...but i noe life is gg to be tough n budget-ed for at least the nxt 3-6yrs...gonna jiayou ler...

tis weekend is free...so finally can rest at home...play game,slack as much as i wan...long weekend too cos monday no work...cos my contract ended last fri...renew-ed ler...e new 1mth contract will start on tues...so mon i should be gg to posb to check out their study loan info...n also heading to SIM to hand up documents n make payment for my 1st sem study...

wish me gd luck ppl><...

on a lighter note...daddy n mummy noes abt me n nich ler♥♥♥
really hope for the best...

not happy...

2010-05-16T10:35:00.003+08:00

tis week nth much...very sian week...

ytd had steamboat with nich,tao,jolie & buddy,vanessa ...at tao hse...nice experience but we bought abit too much for mushroom ball wise..haha...aft eating slack at tao hse...tao gg out...jolie,buddy n vanessa went home...nich n i went his hse...

at evening went to helix bridge...alot ppl...i took photo without tripod...took very ugly n blur photos...super spoil mood...

mood is super bad...

plus one aft another letter of rejection from unis...i will jus say i one word...bias...

F*** up...

2010-05-08T11:46:00.002+08:00

bought my sandals...nth special...look smth like my pervious sandals...

weekdays are so bored tis week...nth much at work...feeling unwell e whole weak><...makes me tink if is there smth wrong with me/my body...

ytd went to collect grad attire...sch changed...ppl changed...south canteen look sooo diff...seriously diff...the table,chairs,stalls...everyting changed...nyp stud's dressing also changed...hell lot...last time u go everywhere the students are either in tshirt,short n slipper/sandals...or student dressing till very special...now...everywhere u go...there isnt any students in tshirt,short n slipper/sandals...nor student dressing till very special...all the stud dress up so normally n properly...mostly in tshirt n jeans...all properly attire...tis made me n jace wonder if is there any special enforcement on sch rules...y everyone like so guai...lol

ytd was also kinda sian...check online for my uni application status...smu rejected my application...haiz...tat e onli spore uni tat i feel i have higher chance of going in...but since rejected...too bad...n i guess my chance of entering ntu n nus is gone...now onli left SIM ler ba...praying very hard...ytd heard from zb tat it's hard to get in mainly becos uni normally don take in poly stud who wish to change path...felt so bias...zzZ...n was talking to zb abt my grades...dropped a little during yr3...wat he told me had made me realise...although it seems to drop a little...but in actual fact is alot...y? becos i almost can grad from nyp with certificate of merit...sian...tinking bck yr3 is really suey...had to go classes alone cos i'm went diff path from my own class...managed n did 4 projs myself...i would say although i everyday look so happy n cheerful in sch...tat period is really tiring n struggling...n during ipp...haiz don wan to say abt tat...can onli say wasted chance...in e end result drop bit...sad but i keep telling myself...god is fair...he made me learn/gain to be strong etc...but also made me loss some stuff in terms of grades?...

once again spend bit too much tis week...partly cos of the rental of grad attire etc...zzz

fb quiz...

2010-05-04T20:43:00.003+08:00

jace asked me to do tis quiz cos she feels e result quite true...after i did...these are the results...hmmm quite true too...

The Provider (ESFJ)
In general, ESFJs are helpful people who place a high value on harmony. Paying close attention to people's needs and wants, they work well with others to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. ESFJs follow through on their commitments. They like closure and prefer structured, organized situations in which warmth and compassion are shown. They contribute to others by anticipating their day-to-day concerns and handling them with warmth and efficiency. ESFJs are at their best in organizing people to get a job done.

You scored 100% in the direction of Extraversion, which means you are clearly an Extrovert. People who are clearly Extroverts are naturally active and social people. They spend lots of time outwardly expressing themselves through conversation, collaboration, or recreation. They draw energy from this sort of interaction and quickly grow restless if they have to spend too much time alone or not engaged in some sort of activity.

You scored 100% in the direction of Sensing, which means you are clearly a Sensor. People who are clearly Sensors are down to earth and sensible. They trust facts and experience over ideas and imagination, and have a knack for noticing and remembering details. They focus on the present and living life as it is, holding tradition in high regard.

You scored 100% in the direction of Feeling, which means you are clearly a Feeler. People who are clearly Feelers are very supportive and appreciative of others, making those around them feel comfortable and welcome at all times. They prefer to avoid conflict and instead focus on the positive. They are very people-oriented and can quickly read a person's emotional state before a word is exchanged.

You scored 100% in the direction of Judging, which means you are clearly a Judger. People who are clearly Judgers love to make decisions. Organized and thorough in their work, they make and stick to plans. One of life's small pleasures for them is checking off items on their to-do lists. Every thing in their lives has its place, and they are diligent about putting it there.

but funny ting is i dunno y in all e aspect i'm 100% lol...

2010-05-01T12:08:00.002+08:00

tis week is jus any other week...nth special...

everyday work work...

onli thurs more different cos :
-bought breakfast for colleagues...for me,tao,jolie n vanessa...
-called mum n did smth tat is heart racing...but thks gd...tings r fine so far i guess...moment of relief! (only nich noes wat happen)lol...
-aft work aft buying dinner...heading to nich hse...while i was walking happily my sandals suddenly spoil...zzz...spoil my mood...arghh!

finally weekend is here...later gg out...buy sandals><...tml shall stay home rest...

sad...spent bit more tis week...shall cont. to monitor...

updates...

2010-04-26T20:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST ADELE KONG!♥

miss adele so much...waiting her come bck><...den bring her go eat! rawr!

for me nth much to updates...life for now is all abt work...dunno if i'm lazy, no mood or there's really nth for me to blog abt...

last week i keep on have bad feeling n bad sense/thot in my mind...pictures of accidents or scene of accidents keep coming into my thot every now n then><...at first tinking maybe i jus tink too much...but it continued a few day...at e end told nich abt it...n decided to go pray during weekends...aft praying finally i had peace of mind...really hope nth bad will ever happen...

2nd pay came...can more $ roll into my pocket?

daily routine...

2010-04-18T11:44:00.002+08:00

updates of me?...

simple...everyday jus...wake up brush teeth,eat,bath,go out,work,lunch,work,go home/out for dinner,go home,bath,watch tv,slp...i sound so much like a robot...lol...

jus recieve my cca transcript...got A+...got 4 pt for uni admission...i wonder wat'e the point system abt...n now den recieve the transcript abit late uh...i already applied for all the uni ler...n already submitted everyting ler... but haiz...still waiting for application replies...chances r slimmer n slimmer i guess...wat to do...i choose to go a path where it's hard to get in rather den a path which is nicely placed there waiting for me to go to...call me silly call me gong...i jus wan a future which i have passion/interest in...n not a future tat i don like...

really hope i can faster get in uni...study finish come clear study loans...pay bck wat i owe my parents as much i could...n also tat's only when i can plan my life n maybe settle down...many 21 yr old ppl don tink tat far...but tat wat i meant by planning ahead...

life, relationship r getting more n more unpredictable...

grown up?

2010-04-10T12:00:00.002+08:00

weekdays everyday work so nth much to talk abt...so shall skip it...ytd took half day leave again to go bck nyp see fmo finale...gd job juniors!...really miss the times being a ogl...althoug i spent alot of time on S.I.T. club...but i felt tat it's worth it...

later gg meet nich...should be gg for photoshoot discovery later...nowadays cos weekends r e only time for me to rest,relax n enjoy...so i really hope i can enjoy n make gd use of it...

was talking to mom tis morning...talking abt dad n other stuff...really makes me tink...although on my point of view i can see n feel myself tat i had grown up ler...n ppl always tell me tat i have a mature mind n tinking compare to other ppl of my age...but is it really true? but m i really a grown up le? do they really teat me as grown up le? if yes i would be happy...but also the contridicting part is i also don wish to grow up....

suddenly felt as i grow older...i m becoming more n more a perfectionist...i tend to get upset very easily whenever things/issue or anything else that i wan/hope nv happen...izzit a gd or a bad ting?or maybe i'm jus expecting too much...or maybe some stuff i should jus don care...

on a happier side...daddy bought a ipod mp4 for me...although is those fake de...but still i m happy...i have nv hope my parents will buy anything for me...i nv wanted them to also...i jus hope they will be healthy n happy...

can u be more clever?><...

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

long weekend

2010-04-03T11:02:00.002+08:00

as usual weekdays work...but tis week got long weekends...but still so bored..

this week nth much...went to submit SIM application on thurs...there goes my money><...decided to apply SIM cos i feel chances of getting in other local unis r slim...

ytd had a steamboat gathering with dot dot p...thks god we went early...cos jus as we so call gg eat finish den it started to rain...

can life be as colourful as rainbow?

i hate waiting for answers...
when will wat i planned come true?

bye nyp...

2010-03-27T11:15:00.010+08:00

weekend stayover at nich place...dunno izzit me or izzit the face...i feel times we can spend tgt is getting lesser n lesser...met him on sat afternoon...waited for him prepare den went to vivo cos we catching a movien also go bck there walk walk...sadly due to some factor we had to watch the movie green zone at the first row...aft watching i felt giddy...collected ticket walk ard...eat...watch movie...aft movie went to e rooftop to sit down talk talk...all e way till 10+ den head bck to his hse...bought my fav tom yam cup noodle to snack/supper...den eating rest awhile den went bath...den rest...as usual cant really slp well...maybe cos not slping on my bed...sun slack slack ate brunch...den went home 5+pm...

weekdays bck to work again...tues got my final sem result...result was as predicted...but still disappointed with e result...got 1B+ n 1B...overall gpa drop to 3.463...not really happy with my results cos it's do hard to get in uni,e course i wanted with such result...haiz.....n also it marks tat i had graduated from NYP...end of poly life...time pass so fast...it seems like jus ytd where i gotta my o level result...applied for poly n gotta in poly...knew new frens from there...went through many tests,exams,lectures,tutorials,fmo,VO,BO,Ironman camp,campistry,sports champ,open house,camp eagle,ups n down in relationships...etc many more...really miss n treasure e times spent with EI0710, S.I.T.Club ogls n exco...special thks to zhengbin for helping out with my sch work along the way...also thks to ppl like zai yong, terry, michael, audrey for bringing laughter to me...thks nyp for giving me such tough time in yr 3...training me to do many projs alone n still able to meet deadlines...n also proving to myself...i can complete stuff no matter how tough it is...hope to get in uni asap,study finish asap,pay finish sch fees,get a gd job... ...

EI 0710♥

FMO 0809 EI grp photo♥

me n zy (:

VO0809 Ushers♥

the grp of us♥

i believe ppl can change from bad to worst...
but i will nv believe ppl can change to gd for long...

i wan my happiness bck...
i feel unhappy i don feel gd...
can someone pls teach me how to be happy...

boring weekends zzZ

rainy days...

2010-03-20T12:15:00.002+08:00

weekdays = working days...
weekends = resting days...

whole week nth much...cos everyday wake up,eat,bath,work,bath,eat,watch tv,slp...

tues went to nokia office for ppt...took mrt to queenstown mrt den took cab cos unsure of e way...encounter a funny uncle who ask me if i'm married...n ask if i give $$ to parents...den advise me not to give all my $$ to parents mus have saving...cos last time he gave all to parents until he married...n also he told me how much his son n daughter give him every mth...LOL...anyway all e best all e 4 nyp teams!

nowadays keep raining...ytd used tao's big umbrella to shelter jace n myself to bus stop...e umbrella gd lor...big...so big tat we need not worry tat we might kena rain...*thumbsup*...

now still raining><...rain rain can u stop when i'm gg out later...n also stop raining when i'm out...

new wallet...

2010-03-14T11:48:00.008+08:00

ytd went out with nich to orchard...nowadays e onli time i can really meet n spend time tgt with him is weekend...n if provided his off day is on weekend...really thks him for ytd...

walk ard...as usual it's always so hard for me to really decide to buy smth...be in i paying for it or he paying or anyone else paying it...so i kept telling him we go somewhere else to look at more wallets...i don wanna regret aft buying...will waste money...even until e last moment...when i so call "short-listed" 2 wallet to chose in between...wallet A is a black wallet,not easy dirty,cheaper bit...wallet B is a light grey wallet,easy dirty,more ex bit...i took a long time to decide which one to get><...in e end i chose e grey one cos i like e design more...n since e wallet cost more den $100 got one free small handbag...decided to give the handbag to his mummy cos i don use it n tinking she might like it...n also hoping she will like it...aft buying dunno where else to walk so decided to head bck yishun eat dinner...den went northpoint buy lotion...cos wan try to see if any lotion can whiten the spots on my leg...lol...aft tat head to his hse...den 9+ went home...

today rest at home...reading newspaper jus now..articles on jack neo again...i really feel his wife is so strong...n she really loved him...if it's is for me...i will still love e person but i don tink i will be able to accept him like before...i'm one who doesnt like to share very impt piece of mine with others...

tml bck to work...

a pic of my new wallet...

love e wallet
ILNF♥♥♥

it's weekend again...

2010-03-13T11:09:00.002+08:00

last sat : went to jace advance bdae celebration...i'm e first to reach as i was there at 2+pm when e actual ting starts at 5...cos i went over early to see if there's anything i could help up in...5pm onwards ppl start coming etc...so entertain ppl...n also got a chance to meet ppl whom i nv meet so longg...enjoy web-cam session with adele who is so near yet so far from us:(...enjoy e talking session with sjab-mates...kai wei is still tat cute n talk with big actions...alot alot of memories from training days were brought bck...talk all e way till gg 12am den we left for home...

sun rest at home...

mon to fri everyday is working day...except wed went bck sch to miss sup for info abt the competition presentation...but eventually aft the meeting i went bck work too=X although i actually applied leave...

today gg shopping later with nich...

tml rest n prepare presentation...

mon work....

cycle goes on n on... ...

tired...

2010-03-06T11:29:00.002+08:00

mon to fri work work work...nth much...

dunno should i really say myself suey or wat...recieved a sms from pei cheng saying tat our fyp supervisor sms her tat nyp teams are shortlisted for the qt challenge finals...zzz...i was like wth...><...had to present in nokia office on 16th march...nxt wed need go bck sch prepare...so i had to take 2 day leave cos of tat...siann...

later gg jace hse for her advance bdae celebration...will be see-ing alot of unfamiliar faces...

work...

2010-02-28T11:41:00.003+08:00

mon to fri work....hmm e job still consider quite relaxing haha...

sat : morning 10 met tao n nemy go mac...den met wee teck, robin n gf ...they eat breakfast...den aft tat went tao hse...cos they gg mj...so funny...whole day keep askin me to touch their tile so as to huat them...it work sometimes...becos of luck LOL...den robin gf wore pink...i wore red...so double huat-ness xD...she won more $...den rene came...ard 2 went eat lunch...den went bck mj...den nich came...den zb n gf came...emily came...n wee teck n gf bring yu sheng come...den lo hei starts...haha...huat ar!...den aft tat...rene, nemy n tao cycled...while e rest of us sit wee teck car go dinner at 418...den met alex there...eat eat...aft dinner went nich hse...den went home...

sun : today gg rest at home...

i'm on my own now...

CNY 2010

2010-02-21T10:27:00.007+08:00

Happy CNY to all...

Tis week is all abt CNY n nua-ing at home...nth much...cny always bit boring...><

Today will be gg visiting with nich n buddies! (:

Tml start of work...n i also gotta a job for jace!...haha...she will be working with me in march...hoho

below is a random msn conversation of me n my fyp mate pei cheng...cos we greeted each othe HCNY...n we draw hong bao for one another...LOL...tat's wat she drew give me....

Happy 8th ♥

CNY VS VDAY

2010-02-13T18:39:00.007+08:00

had AES presentation ytd...kena shoot as usual...but anyway...FYP had successfully ended...Life in NYP had also ended...aft presentation slacked at lab till ard 12...went to find audrey for lunch...jus now saw zy...so had lunch tgt at kofu...aft tat aud went bck lab...zy went elsewhere...i went off...gg bck yishun to find nich...b4 i left sch i saw 2 person...K n J...maybe it's jus fated to see them b4 leaving sch as nxt time we wouldnt even noe when we will ever see each other again...i wish them well... ...walked out of sch alone...a veri different feeling...mixed feeling...i would say it's more of a sad feeling over happy feeling...i dunno y...maybe cos i noe i will miss e days, memories in nyp...will miss e ups n downs... ...

anyway...Happy Chinese New Year to all my frens...n also Happy Valentine's Day to all♥♥♥...was bit sad tat both day clash...cos was unable to celebrate or i would say spent the very 1st vday with nich:(...but anyway too bad it's fated...

a random ting i did...when i was playing farmville...i planted my rose and morning glory in a heart shape pattern...

nich tis is for u...
ILY♥

when i get real bored...

2010-02-11T17:27:00.004+08:00

LOL i was too bored in my lab so i tried a dumb game on fb...colouring game...for those who is super bored n wan to play the link is http://apps.facebook.com/mindjolt/games/pick-and-paint

below are those pics i coloured=X

FYP done!

2010-02-11T16:30:00.008+08:00

updatessS...

basically everyday also fyp...starting of e week heard quite gd news...our sup. told us that our final presentation will be brought bck to this thurs...= no need come bck aft cny to present(:...my grp leader is smiling so widely when she heard tat...LOL...den aft tat we jus make changes etc...prepare for final ppt...but bit suey is our team is choosen to do AES presentation to manager of fypj, deputy director of fypj n other supervisor of other fyp projs...so = my team got 2 presentations to do compared to others...><...

today did our final presentation...the presentation soso ba...den aft tat jus now at ard 2++ we sat tgt n double confirm our proj stuff n submitted our app to the competition! = FYP is over! (: glad tat it's over...but both sad n happy...happy cos our hard work is paid off...sad cos we are gg to leave the daily rountine of coming tis lab to time in, do proj, time out...n also we r leaving nyp><...gd luck my frens...

life in nyp...

expriences lots of ups n downs...

found my temp job...

fyp ended...

unoffical grad...

painted my nails...

cny coming...

no longer a kid...

stepping into my future...

screen shot of my proj being submitted LOL

short recap...

2010-02-07T11:27:00.002+08:00

lazy to post day by day...in short...every weekday i'm spending my times in nyp doin fyp...weekends either at home or go out...later gg cousin's wedding dinner...

sometimes i really wonder y i always kena those weird/suey/extraordinary situations in my life...wed we r suppose to present to deputy director our apps/progress...our supervisor say 1 speaker...therefore i had to present e apps to director,dd,supervisor,indenpendent marker,2 other lecturers...zzZ plus all the 3 teams ppl...present to so many ppl...sianz!...aft tat our supervisor wans us to focus on some changes...therefore from now till thurs we r suppose to focus on working on our app changes...thurs we will submit our app to e competition...but wat abt our final ppt? our final ppt is aft cny...zzZ...sian...ppl can happily celebrate cny n relax...us? prepare for ppt...haiz...

besides issue aft ending of life in nyp,fyp...e nxt issue is apply for work/uni...i just applied for all the 3 uni ytd...wish me gd luck ba *praying real hard*...beside tat...i wan to faster end the fyp n also get a temp job asap...

how will my future become? i really wonder?
will i get into e spore uni?

how?

2010-01-27T13:07:00.006+08:00

Sun : met nich ard 11++...den wait him prepare etc...den train down to boon keng cos he wans to go to the audio house sales to get his tv...lol...aft tat ate at e cafe beside it...aft tat took bus to bugis...walk walk...took neoprint=X...cos i asked him to go take with me b4 neoprint shop/machine extinct...xD...at least we got take b4 n can keep as memories too...i tink i 2/3 yrs no take only...e price increase quite a bit lor...last time take one time ard$6/8...now it's $10/11!!! ex lor=X...

Mon : fyp....nth much...

Tues : fyp...halfway in e afternoon ard 3 i went off=X...cos bit bored n thot of sending e hk fren too...cos they gg bck hk ler...took mrt down changi airport with nich...den met e rest...walk walk den they into the departure hall ler...aft tat we took mrt to tampines...aft tat we went eat etc...den went bck his hse...slack slack see see his new tv...den go home...

Wed : fyP...nth much...jus bck from lunch...ate ramily burger cos got some sales ting at atrium...haha aft eating went to the carrer fair inside the auditorium see see...took some brochure...plus we walk halfway saw e booth SMU!...den me n audrey took watever brochure we will need...took NTU,NUS ones too...((: *fruitful trip* hehe...they seriously should have such booth long ago...cos it's very useful...a place where we can get all e info we need on uni...den cont. walk ard see got wat useful stuff we can talk or ask abt...aft tat went out to atrium...finally i made up my mind to buy e pink colour tshirt i saw on tues...haha...cos it's $10 only n it's super rare tat i will be attracted to pink colour top...n light pink somemore...so not me!..=X...den went bck to lab...here i m blogging=X...only me n another person in e whole lab...lol...all havnt come bck...but also nvm...cos jus now i saw my supervisor already leave sch liao-.-...LOL...later got DT job offer talk...

should give e DT job a try???
if not will i be able to find a job???
will i be able to get a place in business degree in uni???
Shirlyn Oh can u faster make up yr idea??!! rawr...

neoprint we took ♥(:

2010-01-24T10:47:00.002+08:00

Sat : stayhome...

Sun : went to find nich...he tired lazy go out...so we stay at his hse rot...watch show...

Mon : bck to lab for fyp...nth much...

Tues : fyp...nth much...

Wed : fyP...nth much...

Thurs : fYP...nth much...

Fri : FYP...rawr...bored...aft fyp went bugis meet nich den went to meet the HK frens etc...aft dinner...went to fren hse slack slack till ard 10 den went home...

Sat : met nich at ard 10...went to find hk fren at their hotel...den set off to chinatown...walk walk eat eat...den walk walk...they want to buy ba kwa n stuff...den so qiao saw random jessica yee working there at fren's dad shop...haha...ard 2,3 head to orchard...cos they wan go paragon see gucci stuff...aft buying..went eat...den went home...

Sun : later gg out...

a productive work for me...
day of fyp left is becoming lesser...
day to grad coming closer...
:(

updates...

2010-01-16T10:53:00.003+08:00

Last Sat : stay home...do bit work...

Last Sun : went out with nich in e afternoon...went walk walk ard orchard...den went to ps buy stuff...den walk bck to orchard

Mon : bck to lab...early morning 9am had ppt session...DD wasnt free so e 3 grps onli ppt to the 2 supervisor n e independent marker...

Tues : fyp...nth much...

Wed : fyP...nth much...

Thurs : fYP...had napfa test...result was slightly better den during training...i got SLIVER hehe...happy(:

Fri : still FYP...aft fyp went meet nich at yishun...went walk walk find lip balm cos lip but dry dry><...den had dinner...den walk ard bit...went lib borrow book... Sat : today stay home day...rest n do some work...n also a day i will spend my time with lappy n book i suppose? LOL...

tis week is all abt...
napfa test (:
uni course fee is so ex :(
am i able to faster find a job for temp?><
fyp is ending in less den 1 mth time><
...
..
.

wat a week...

2010-01-09T11:08:00.003+08:00

Sun : all the programs all install in my lappy n i started my proj stuff...due to diff version n probs etc...e whole day is so...dunno how to describe....problematic??every now n then my app will have errors...every now n then my program will jus lag n shut off...zzZ...morning ard 9am went met jace alreadyask her abt my proj stuff...aft tat went nich hse cont. my proj...till 12+ den we left hse cos gg for lunch...den aft come bck...cont. with myself till 7+ den dinner den cont. till 9+ went home...seems like e whole is almost all abt doin my proj...but e result/fact is..nth much is done...cos i keep trying but my stuff jus cant work:(...

Mon : bck to lab...proj...proj...proj!

Tues : ppt day...presenting to deputy director,supervisor and independent marker...dunno y our ppt room the comp doesnt allow our application to work><...= we cant show our work...tink we onli manage to show like 30% of our work...i was so piss like wtf...aft all 3 teams presented...as usual we got bombing session by e DD...no comments abt wat he said...jus tinking...why i so suey ppl can easily jus get over fyp n pass when i had to have such shit during fyp...

Wed : early in e morning supervisor came in n tell us our side got potential failures...e DD gg give all of us another chance to present...on mon...all of us were like sian...freak...rest of the day is working on my proj...codings...

Thurs : codINGS...today open hse my lab ppl all so kaisu all went to take as many type of free gift n goodie bags...lol...but i stay in lab n did my proj...cos my star rating part cant work...no mood go play...aft tat did screenshots for ppt...

Fri : CODINGS still ><...afternoon presented to sup. wat we gg present on mon... Sat : stay home sat today...gg do bit stuff...rest...like finally weekend is here...n i can relax bit...tinking of mon...another session with DD...omg...ppl pls wish us gd luck manz...><...

mon is already the 8th week...my fyp is left with 3 weeks + 1 week for final ppt...i'm gg unofficial grad in less den one month time!
i had to cont. overcome the java codings...n i need to cont. ask help from ppl for my coding:( ppl pls help me...n i'm trying so hard...

study?
work?
work plus study?

IT + Business?
Business?

hello 2010

2010-01-02T10:51:00.002+08:00

Thurs : new year eve...aft fyp went to khatib took ibm software installer from zb...den went home...tried to install e ting but dunno y cant:(...ard 4+ went out to meet nich at northpoint...he ate den went buy ting den went to his hse put stuff...ard 6+ 7 we went to chong pang shop n save to buy drinks...to bring to jun da hse...aft buying cab to his hse...stay there till 10+ den bao hong n gf drove us to chevron house cos we gg de rooftop to see firework...e wind de e rooftop is veri big lol...nice firework(:..

Fri : Happy new year!!!...den aft tat took grp photo den pack up went off...we went bck to junda hse...1st time play wii...veri interest game...n playing wii is definitely a form of exercise...i perspire alot lor...lol! play all e way till 4++ 5 am...bao hong n gf drove us bck to nich hse...bath...rest...wake up...eat...den went bck home ard 4+pm...

Sat : today morning installing other programs...later gg jie hui's 21st bdae...den gg get installer from jessica tan...hope i can successfully install IBM software...anyone who noe how to connect jdbc to microsoft sql server??? anyone has e installer for microsoft sql 2005??? anyone out there can help me...i really really need help...:(

Year 2009 is ending veri soon...

2009-12-30T10:37:00.006+08:00

alot ppl already prepared their New Year resolutions n preparing to welcome year 2010...shall blog a random entry on year 2009 n my resolutions... ppl who are not interested to see can skip it...hahaha...

Year 2009♥
*flash bck*
a year whereby,
- 1st Jan,first day thot is a veri nice beginning...new year...new rs...
- starting of the year was busy with fmo stuff...
- aft sch reopen busy with sch work...
- Apr a sad month...rs came to an end...
- but Apr/May is a pleasant month too...cos i get to know dot dot p family(:
- involve in photoshoots @ discovery with dot dot p...
- June start of a new n special rs...with baby nich(:
- my old lappy gave up on me><

- July changes my new preston phone...n here comes my umlimited sms finally=X
- August Bay run 2009!
- is end of Year 3 Sem 1!
- *pats* for myself as i manage to pull through sem 1
- *pats* for myself being able to do ard 4 projs all by my own! *big achievement*
- September IPP @ SPF HQ...
- got myself a new lappy><

- October Kor kor's graduation & Our Family 1st Studio photoshoot...
- November Bye SPF Hello NYP...
- FYP Project title : Cross Platform development using Qt (Qt challenge Team 1)
- a month which i was feeling quite bad n depress agn...thks nich for always there for me♥
- December First agnes B bag...
- Sentosa Resort with baby!
- 20th bdae!
- 1st bdae with alot of wishes(:
- 1st bdae with many presents!
- Got my hair rebonded!
- Bangs fringe?!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

wishlist items tat r accomplished:
~~Rebond Hair!~~
~~Exchange jean with levis!~~
~~New Sandals!~~
~~Shorts!~~
~~New Bag!~~
~~Black Cardigan!~~
~~Couple Ring!~~
~~New Hp!~~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Year 2010♥

Resolutions:
on top of all of cos i hope...
- world to be free from any nature disaster...
- world peace, everyone to be happy healthy...
- my family to be ping ping an an...
- daddy,mummy to be healthy...
- kor kor n me to do well in work/sch...
- same goes to nich family too...
- do well for my ipp & fyp...
- get myself a gd job aft i grad...
- earn enough money to study uni...
- last long with nich :p...
- HUAT AH! LOL...

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

n randomly i received tis email...like omg?wth?wtf?

last few days of year 2009...

2009-12-30T10:08:00.017+08:00

doin fyp...proj stuck liao dunno how to cont. so i shall...updates updates...

Sat : morning stay home...aft lunch went to find nich...cos got dot dot p D&D +nemy+my bdae celebration bbq...lol...actually plan meet all yishun ppl at 4.15 at yishun bus interchange in e end...rainy days:(...change to 6 go wee teck hse he will drive us there...lol...in e end 7+ den we reach pasir ris park...stupid rainy days...our pit there e grass all wet n muddy ><...poor us everyone sandal/slipper all got mud...omg leg spa...=X...7++ start fire...start of bbq...lol...eat eat,take photo,sing bdae song,eat bdae cake...all e way till 10+ pack up went off...before gg off took a grp photo...e grp photo super jing dian...alex e guitar hero=X

Sun : stay home...nth much..

Mon : bck to fyp...first time 10+ den reach sch...=X but ppl help me time in on time la...lol...

Tues : fyP...today everyone is chased out of lab to go for napfa training cos all aft tat met nich for dinner(:

Wed : fYP...so sian stuck at my proj arghh...today half day...time flys...tml is new year eve ler!!! omg... classic grp photo (:

year 2009 is coming to an end... ...
new year new me?

long yet short week...lol

2009-12-26T11:19:00.016+08:00

Mon : bck to fyp...Qt Challenge course day 1...

Tues : happy 20th bdae to me! (: fyp...QT Challenge course day 2...e onli ting i can rmb is...e whole day i m reply fb wall spams...i not trying to be funny but it's serious tat within every 15 mins i got one new fb email...haha...i have got one whole list of 92 ppl to thks for wishing me...is not tat i'm so free to go n count who wished me...but i really appreciate their wishes...through sms,msn,fb...
Nich,Jun Heng,Seng,Matthew,Audrey lim,Alex,Robin,Suwanno,Jared,Lydia,Kelvin lim,Edwin ng,Agnes,Perly,Ying ying,Carol,Serene,Qiwen,Oliver,Nabilla,Shu hui,Issac,Sherlyn,Yiting,Carmen,Cason,Jokhie,Ernest,Kimmi,Audrey khoo,Che yian,Jeremy wong,Ee ling,Daniel,Kelvin pang,Sakinah,Preet,Han jun,Haniff,Julian,Chee wei,Emily,Jian long,Zai yong,Agnes,Sean,Jiapei,Qingguo,Joshua tan,Wei jie,Geetha,Zhi wei,Brian,Jocelyn,Udrena,Jessica tan,Jace,Lixing,Minami,Gary leong,Jovan,Pei cheng,Zheng bin,Mei yi,Nemy,Siyan,Chang siang,Pamela chan,Ming hui,Zerong,Hui ling,Ah boon,Shiying,Terry,KK,Kim wee,Daniel mah,Richard,Fatin,Donna,Gilbert,Vijaya,Michael,Jackson
lee,Jewelry,Esmond,Nelson,Hitest,Jia xu,Jing rong,Soon guan,Galen,Tiffany. ..

sry if i miss anyone out><...

Wed : fyP...lunch time went out with audrey n che yian to bishan eat ding tai feng...((:...thks them for e lunch n cake!...

Thurs : FYP...half day! ends at 1pm wee~...went to rebond my hair aft tat...i told e aunt to trim she cut bangs for me><...i not suitable for tat hair style><...cos keep opening like curtain...lol...but since she cut n rebond it in such a way...i cant comb my hair to e side cos look weird also...arghh...but nvm...

Fri: morning stay home...till afternoon met nich go northpoaint eat...den followed alex n rene go their fren's wedding dinner...cos they r photography for e dinner...i jus follow to see see for fun...nice exprience though...

outdated photos =X dinner with 4some for my advance bdae celebration...

gifts from them (:

Sentosa trip with nich(:

bdae cake, Qt course name tag, xmas gifts from lab mates(:

myself with new hair style(:

random xmas pic taken by me=X

happy(:

2009-12-20T20:46:00.004+08:00

Thurs : fyp...waiting time pass...=X...

Fri : FYP...did proj stuff...supervisor came ard 4++ 5 to check...she told us gd job...was glad to hear tat...i hope tat means a gd start for us...(:...aft sch went to meet jace...gg eat dinner to celebrate my 20th bdae in advance...ate at e chinese resturant in northpoint...we 2 went first so we ordered drink n xiao long bao*slurp*...den jess came...followed bu adele...they r forever late...tsktsk...tis yr bdae receive veri practical gifts...thks my darlings!♥ received a dress, leggings,wire band ting,lucky charm key chain n a card...aft dinner...went to walk walk ard..went popular...randomly i wan to buy 2010 horoscope book...jess paid for it randomly too...say nvm it's my bdae...LOL...den Fatin came...i so so long nv see her...happy to see her...she gave me a diy bottle...she hand made e decos...we went BK to sit n chit chit awhile...den head home...really thks them(:

Sat : morning do hse work...packed bag...went to meet nich at 11+am...cos we r gg SENTOSA! for our 1 day "hoiliday" off...=X... have been waiting for tis day...haha...we went northpoint where he had his breakfast and we went to buy food to bring to sentosa...den took mrt to habour front mrt...went to buy donuts...den head to sentosa...reached there took tram to e resort...check in...our room has a nice number 828...haha...but sadly raining><...cannot sun tan...aww...wasted...watch tv...aft e rain stop we went to e beach for a walk...den walk walk ard...bck to e room...rest rest...den went to roof top for private jacuzzi session...hehe...thks baby for trying veri hard to surprise me with e candles but e wind too big...keep blowing the lighted candles off...n also thks for e bdae muffin(:...aft tat bath n rest rest...den eat dinner...den watch tv...slp...

Sun : morning wake up feel so nice...cos nich is by my side...lol...nua nua bit...den went wash up...went down stairs for breakfast...nice...feel so relax lar...free from work n sch life...aft eating went bck room...he went for jacuzzi session again...cos he hadnt have enough...lol...aft tat he wash up...we pack pack...check out ard 11+...aft tat went take the train to vivo...walk walk ard there...den took mrt bck to yishun...went to buy some food to eat...went to nich hse...eat...watch tv...den i came home ard 6++..bath...dinner...den here i m...blogging...got alot of ting i wish to blog abt...but dunno wat to type it out...haha...got alot pics on e fri's dinner n the sentosa trip thot of posting up e blog...but e pics r not ready yet...shall upload when they r ready...

it's been so long ever since i felt happy! (:

baby really thks...i really enjoyed e trip to sentosa veri much...n i really treasured e time spent with u...love u ttm!♥
tml will mark e day...our half year anniversary...hehe

random~

2009-12-16T13:57:00.017+08:00

Sun : did stuff at home...afternoon meet nich...went clarke quay...den went ps watch movie...watch The Storm Warriors...after watching planned to go 313@Somerset...but in e end alot ppl so decided not to shop there...went orchard central for dinner...e pasta there nice!...when gg bck recieved my veri 1st advance bdae present from nich! hehe(:...

thks baby! *muack* love u ttm! ♥♥♥

Mon : bck to fyp...aww...

Tues : fyp...napfa training...super weak la me><...worst den the first training...

Wed : fyp...happen to come across this web site n saw 'Ris-tionary' by ris low...
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Example: I think the sushimi in this restaurant is very boomz.

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Example: Come near me and I would ka pow you right in the middle of your face.

Frienemy: Friends and enemies combined.
Example 1: She is my frienemy. I love and hate her.

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aft reading i was like wth...dots...nonsense...

3more days to sat♥♥♥...

kinda fruitful weekend?

2009-12-13T12:30:00.004+08:00

Wed : fyp...aft sch went to nich hse find him cos he sick...

Thurs : fyP...

Fri : FYP...aft sch went find nich also...sick ok ler...now got sore eyes...tsktsk...

Sat : whole monring n afternoon at home doin stuff...ard 5++ left home...cos gg meet jessica to go vijaya bdae+advance xmas bbq at sembawang park...sadly quite a few were busy didnt turn up><...but still hope she enjoy herself!...n had a small xchange present session...1st time i like e present i got...the packaging was nice...e stuff inside was wat i needed too...smth tat i can tie on my hand n keep my mp3 when i go for run/jog((:...nice!...below is e pic of e present...

random post

2009-12-08T14:32:00.003+08:00

jus a random post...
Mon : bck to fyp...

Tues : recipe searching...i found 100 recipes ler n documented them in microsoft words...i gg to give today's napfa training a miss...

i jus wan to be a simple me
.a simple shirlyn.

suddenly i hope time can pass faster...
suddenly hope to end 2009 fast...
hoping 2010 will be a better year...

~~nobody is prefect...~~
~~i am nobody...~~
~~therefore i'm prefect...~~

fyp

2009-12-06T10:39:00.005+08:00

Last Sun : bit stm forget wat i did tat day...in short...went out with nich in e afternoon...walk ard orchard...here n there...at nite see e lightings n take photos...

Mon : back to fyp...nth much...

Tues : preparation for wed's ppt...napfa training...long time no exercise...hell...lol...

Wed : main ting is ppt to deputy director...brain cell killing session><...we only got to time out at 6.40pm i tink...lol...aft tat dinner with nich at bishan...

Thurs : fyp research...nth much...

Fri : nth much...only tat later part of e day...everyone in e lab r in weekend mood...esp when it's nearing 5.30pm...all camp infront of comp...waiting for every sec to pass...waiting to time out...lol...aft tat met nich go bedok get his stuff n dinner there...den went home...

Sat : met nich ard 11 in e morning...went to post office to collect my window 7 stuff...den went lunch...aft lunch head to bugis to meet his buddy bh...they bought present for their buddy jun da's bdae...haha...aft tat they went eat...den went bugis village den we went off...went to marina square actually planned for a movie...but a silly incident happen n we didnt watch it...haha...walk ardd...den went sun tec walkk...den dinner...den walk ard...den went home...

Sun : today is stay home day...do bit bit stuff....tml bck to fyp...rawr!

alot of thot is gg through my mind tis week...alot alot...
sry for not being myself...i dunno y...
i guess i need time to get e shirlyn i used to be...

dose she really noe abt it?
can u be more direct><...
if u really ok with it...
u noe how happy i will be?

FYP 1st week...

2009-11-29T10:29:00.002+08:00

Mon : e moment i step into my fyp room...felt so not used to it n feel so lonely in some sense...cos i dunno everyone in e room...n in e whole room tink onli me n another guy is EI e rest all other course de...n as usual...i'm always knowing new ppl...i have to thickskin n go ask if they are tis tis tis person cos i onli noe my grp mates name n not faces...maybe tat's also y i can sometimes click with ppl whom i jus got to know...ard 9+ our supervisor already came in n brief us wat program we gg use etc...n our veri first task is to brainstorm on ideas n so call hand in to her on wed...

Tues : brainstorm of ideas...n i keep trying e practicals on c++ using qt...struggling><...n i'm bck to days where i learnt from silly mistakes...nich came to sch to lunch with me...e simple act makes me feel warmth(not joking)...cos i always seems so far away from ppl...nt becos i don talk to ppl...but it's jus ppl come n go veri fast...i'm always e odd one out...but i'm used to it... Wed : met up with supervisor in e afternoon to discuss the ideas...3 ideas brought up...1 accepted...so we gg work on an app which is smth like a vegetarian stall locator with receipes... Thurs : last day of week 1...glad 1 week is over..yet stress cos alot of stuff need to be pass up by nxt week...gg have a ppt with deputy director on wed...class diagram n database design up by nxt week...ppl pls wish me gd luck><...

Fri : morning met up with 4some...to celebrate jess.yee's bdae...went botanic garden,ion,aston for late lunch...although we jus spent a few hrs tgt...but i'm still happy...as usual we talk craps n rubbish...lol...

Sat : morning stay home do stuff....late afternoon met up with nich,n nich's bro...n buddies...bh,kw...went to army market cos his bro wan buy ting...den went IT fair...IT fair nth much tis time round...ard 9+ i went home...

Sun : later afternoon gg out with nich...tml bck to fyp...><...

happy birthday to our nv grown up jessica!although u act like a kid...but we still love u♥...LOL!

bye spf! hello nyp!

2009-11-22T18:38:00.004+08:00

Fri : last day of ipp...feel happy but also feel sad to leave cos of e crapping sessions there with haniff,cason n jon...morning had breakfast with some colleagues...lunch with oic n supervisor....dinner with other interns,sup n another colleague...fooody day! haha...food foOD FOOD...

Sat : went to Dairy Farm Nature Park in e morning...haha...before starting e walk was shock but a small snake...but i was curious so instead of running away i walk nearer...at first i thot lizard=X...hehe...walk walk...took pics...damn hot...lol...all e way till afternoon...den went bck yishun eat lunch...all walk till tired ler...haha...den went nich hse...planned to go ion de...but not fated...too bad...

Sun : random day!...morning woke up...for e veri first time...e first ting i heard in e morning b4 i was fully awake...my dad n mom ask if i wan go walk walk with them not...den go visit ah ma...super uber rare lo!...n they planning to go food fair...even more rare lor...so i told them ok since i nth on...aft i ate breakfast prepare etc...left home ard 11...den took bus change mrt to expo...nice exprience to go walk walk with daddy mummy...hee...den we bought e $2 shark fin eat...lol...den walk everywhere seee got anything to buy...den aft walking...went find kor kor as he is one of e organizer...lol...aft tat went took mrt...aactually wanted take to outram park den change to boon keng...in e end mummy random say stop at bugis...den we stop there...went pai pai...den find coffeeshop eat...den took bus to visit ah ma...aft visit ah ma...home sweet home...

tml is 1st day of fyp...feel worried><...in case u ppl dunno my proj title is Cross Platform Development using Qt (QT Challenge Team 1)...a compeition proj...ppl wish me all e best n gd luck...cos i guess i really need those><...gonna jiayou!

i mus believe i can do it...

last week of ipp

2009-11-19T13:11:00.005+08:00

Sun : mummy cooked asam fish!!! omg...slurp...den went to visit ah ma with mummy n bro in e afternoon...n also aft visiting ah ma...went to see e samples of our family photo...hoho...still nt bad la...but some i feel i look nt nice in it><...overall was still nice...haha...

Mon : work...last week of work...aft work met nich for dinner at yishun...aft dinner home sweet home...

Tues : work...last 4 days of work...

Wed : work...last 3 days of work...nich came to find me during lunch(:...

Thursday : woRK...last 2 days of work...time fly suddenly...tml will be last day of work ler...when jus started ipp...i veri much hope tat time pass fast...hope to end it asap...until recently...e last few weeks of ipp...when i get to talk to other interns more...den onli makes me feel like staying longer...cos they r always so funny n crappy...tml most prob gg eat sakura buffet with e ppl here...before we official end our ipp...awww...haha...

shall blog again soon...

2009-11-15T11:58:00.003+08:00

Fri : work...aft work met nich...at woodlands...plan to watch movie...e ticketing queue so long...n i had to say their service is slow...tsktsk...watched my girlfriends is an agent...e movie overall was nice...veri funny also...hehe...aft movie ended is 9+ pm ler...so head bck home...

Sat : if no ppl ask me out...actually plan to stay home...but in e end...went shopping with jace in e afternoon xD...went ion...on e way saw quite a few familiar faces...lol...shocks...hmm we walk ard look at sandal,wallet,tops,bottoms,dresses...almost anything we see la...=X...aft ion we went far east...so long since we last went there tgt...lol...i bought my pair of sandal there...something unlucky happen when we were in one of e shop...shall not talk abt it...cos i tink jace feel like scolding f*** again...lol...walk walk walk till ard 7...we head bck to yishun...went to yishun cotton on...she bought demin skirt...aft buying she went home i met nich...i bought shorts there...aft tat went eat dinner den head home at 9++pm...

Sun : today should be staying home...tml bck to work...last week of ipp ! hoho...

shopping with jace is always fun!♥
thks nich!♥♥
i wan to see my family photo!

2009-11-12T10:17:00.006+08:00

Fri : aft work i really went to buy potato chips...n i also bought yan yan...hehe...plan to eat potato chip at nite den yan yan e nxt day...lol...

Sat : stay home day...i did as like wat i planned...i packed my wardrobe...took out all e clothes tat i no wear...den did bit bit on report...ard 4++ went to np with nich...he wan eat dinner,i wan go exchange my jeans...hoho...e $50 levis jean exchange discount...so i so call got myself a new jeans...hoho!...

Sun : met nich ard 2+pm den went to meer dot dot p...omg is so long ever since we meet up tgt...n i really mean meet up tgt...e full strength is there,8 of us!...lunch session followed by lah kopi session...wanted go starbuck...no space...mac...no space...so in end went tao hse downstair de kopi tiam...lol...talk talk...drink...till i tink 4++ den they say wan organize a bbq in dec...n so they go book bbq pit at axs straight...it is to celebrate nemy's bdae too...aft booking...all went diff way...all went home...i went nich hse...ard 5++6 bao hong called nich...so we went dinner with bao hong n kangwei...ate at 123...den went sembawang xin wang for dessert...lol...all e way till ard 10...bao hong drove us home...

Mon : work...aft work met nich...acc him to marina square to buy his gorillapod lol...aft buying went dinner at cafe cartel...aft dinner went home...

Tues : worK...

Wed : woRK...

Thursday : wORK...morning wanted to buy potato curry puff. eat...den one guy queue infront of me...he buy rice so i thot e 3 potato curry puff left sure safe(as in i sure can buy n i onli buying 1)...den his fren,a lady...came to him n randomly say she wan curry puff...she nv queue or wat jus went to e curry puff there...n idiot lor...she already got one packet of food in her hand...she bought all e 3 potato curry puff...fei si her lor...rawr! den i had no choice but to buy sardine curry puff...lol...

anyway i have completed my report ler...n ppl commented tat i m detailed n gd at writing report all tis...lol...wat to do...got train b4 de lei...bit cos of S.I.T. club...n woman r normally more detailed de ma xD...

nxt week is last week of ipp ler...

random post...

2009-11-06T16:25:00.007+08:00

Wed : work...today's task is guess wat...did something tat i used to dislike...TEST PLAN! omg like SE liddat...lol...quite some time no touch ler...forget how to do ler...so had to turn to terry for help...opps... den me,terry n seng had a short conversation on fb...they r real funny lar...say will fail fyp...n if they fail fyp they will see me in sch...den we can slack tgt...silly ppl !...haha...

Thurs : woRK...test plan...find bug with web...today smth diff...i finally tried wearing sleeveless top n my black cardigan to work...haha...i always wanted to wear like tat but e weather always so hot...=X...but should be look ok ba...for how i look can ask nich lol...aft work met nich to dinner n home sweet home...

Fri : WORK...researching n waiting to fang gong...=X...feel like eating potato chips...maybe later buy home eat=X...

i'm always random...u guys jus got to get use to it=X...

tml is sat...wat should i do uh...plan to start working on my ipp report abit...n also pack my wardrobe...hope i can get tis 2 task done ah...=X

starting from this sentence will be random stuff flowing in my mind...so ppl u all can don bother reading it...haha...
i wan to be a gd daughter...
i wan to be a gd gf...
i wan to be happy...

tributes to nich...sry tat i had been moody recently...
but i'm still happy cos i am blessed to have u in my life ♥...